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"Of course I don't think that. You are not that kind, Lucy."
"Oh, yes, you do think it. It's your old idea, the idea that has kept Europe back—I mean the idea that women are always thinking of men. If a girl breaks off her engagement, every one says: 'Oh, she had some one else in her mind; she hopes to get some one else.' It's disgusting, brutal!生气了
额。。。
As if a girl can't break it off for the sake of freedom."
嗯，你是为了自由才解出婚约的。好吧，我言不由衷。
He answered reverently恭敬地: "I may have said that in the past. I shall never say it again. You have taught me better."
F承认，M不是因为爱上别人而抛弃自己的。
She began to redden, and pretended to examine the windows again.
又害羞。
这里我不确定是F的想象还是真实，但是行为确实非常细腻。像是两人曾经讨论过的样子。
Cpt18
大丽花倒下：
大丽花话语：背叛
弹琴唱歌梗
Freddy/F, Lucy/M
Mr. Beebe followed. Lucy still sat at the piano with her hands over the keys. She was glad, but he had expected greater gladness. Her mother bent弯腰向着 over her. Freddy, to whom she had been singing, reclined倚靠 on the floor with his head against her, and an unlit pipe between his lips. Oddly enough, the group was beautiful.
Cpt19
前文讲了George小时候，老Emerson决定，不接受洗礼。12岁时生病，病愈后，母亲认为自己有罪，故垮下来了，后被称为上帝眼中谋杀妻子。
F看出了M对心中所爱的不诚实，我却也怀疑M看出F对心中所爱不敢坚定面向所有人。
从M的几处关键问话，和F的回答描述就可以看出来了。自然，青春和爱，是你要M承认对你的爱的原因么？胡扯。
"You're shocked, but I mean to shock you. It's the only hope at times. I can reach you no other way.。。。I know that, with George, you will find them, and that you love him. Then be his wife. He is already part of you.。。。 It isn't possible to love and to part. You will wish that it was. You can transmute使变化 love, ignore it, muddle it, but
