《首辅之妻中英对照版》KaylieLiu

86、Chapter 86: Indulge "If y

　　"If you despise this place, you can leave, no one will stop you, and no one will dare."

　　“如果你鄙视这个地方，你可以离开，没有人会阻止你，也没有人敢阻止你。”

　　"Why do you have to do these things? What do you want me to do? How should I deal with you?"

　　“你为什么要做这些？你到底要我怎么做？你到底要我拿你怎么办才好？”

　　"Tell me."

　　“你告诉我!”

　　"How much more humiliation must you endure?"

　　“你还要承受多少委屈呀？”

　　"How much more pain must you suffer?"

　　“你还要承受多少痛苦？”

　　"How long are you going to hold everything in?"

　　“你还要忍耐多久？”

　　"A few days? A month? A lifetime?"

　　“几天？一个月？一辈子？”

　　"Do you know I'm worried about you?"

　　“你知道我很担心你吗？”

　　"You don't believe my love for you."

　　“你根本不相信我的心意！”

　　"You don't believe my feelings for you."

　　“不相信我的感情！”

　　"What difference does it make if I believe? We are from two different worlds. Only without any connection or entanglement can we each find peace."

　　“我相信又能怎么样？我们是两个世界的人，没有牵连没有瓜葛，才能各自安好。”

　　"Young master, I've never doubted your feelings for me. Because people like you think it's beneath them to lie to someone from my background."

　　“公子，我从来没有怀疑过你对我的感情。因为你这样的人是不屑于和我这种身份的人说谎的。”

　　"I will shoulder all the consequences on my own. "

　　“一切后果会由我来承担！”

　　"what's the use of you shouldering all the blame on yourself？You are just a scholar, while I am as weak as an ant. We can't be together even if we love each other. I cherish my life more than anything, and I won't bet my life for anyone, including you, young master."

　　“一切后果由你来承担？有什么用? 你只是一个读书人，而我像一只蚂蚁一样弱小。哪怕我们俩彼此相爱，也是不能在一起的。我珍惜我的性命胜过一切，我不会拿我的性命去开玩笑，去赌任何人，这里面也包括公子你。”

　　"I am stronger than you thought, I…"

　　“我没你想象中的那样弱，我……”

　　"I don't care about your things. I just care about mine. Just leave. You and I are just not meant to be in this life. I will marry you if I can be a proper lady in my next life."

　　“你如何我不在乎，我只关心我自己。你走吧，你和我命中注定今生无缘。如果下辈子，我能有一个好身份，我就嫁给你。”

　　He's a wise man. He can infer the meaning of three phrases from one statement I make. He is a brilliant individual who is a great chess player who can anticipate moves ten moves in advance.

　　他很聪明，如果我说一句话，他就能猜测出三句话的意思，这是个聪明绝顶的男人更是个厉害的下棋手，走一步能看到十步的人。

　　More conversation with someone like that will only result in more errors.

　　和这样的人说话，多说多错。

　　Explaining could make it worse. So I'd instead not explain because someone sees defining as covering up. Covering up means it's the truth!

　　只怕愈描愈不清，所以我选择不解释，因为有些人觉得解释就是掩饰，掩饰就是事实。

　　His initial disinterest in me was followed by civility, then surprise when we reconnected, and finally, disappearance.

　　他对我的态度从刚开始时的疏远后来的礼貌，再到后面第二次见面的惊艳，消失。

　　He treated her differently the following time he showed up. He started to approach me more overtly. His affection and desire for me became more evident and strong the more he connected with me and came to understand me. He eventually grew too attached to me, unwilling to let me go.

　　再出现后他就对自己不一样了，开始了很明显的追求，之后他接触自己越多，了解自己越多，这份爱意越明显，追求也越强烈，不知从何时开始，他居然黏着自己甩都甩不掉。