《水月》寒冰封月

1、空空的秋千

　　题记：总会这样想，如果有一天，我不得不离去，你会怎样？

　　昏暗的月光下是一棵巨大的树。树是从水中生出来的，张起它伞一般的枝叶，仿佛是水中的一座小岛，又向是漂浮着，立在水上的仙人。
　　粗大的树枝上吊下两根细丝，荡着的是一只小小的秋千，小小的秋千上只有两个人：你和我。
　　这里是我们相识的地方，当我在水上的迷宫迷失了方向，却意外地看见你如天使般降临在面前，就坐在这小小的秋千上，荡着，荡着。看见你微笑着抚摸着停在臂上的小鸟；看着你对着鸟儿说话唱歌；看着你回过头，看着我，惊讶地看着我，欢喜地看着我。
　　那音容笑貌，而今又在何方？

　　那一天，我高兴地攀上了你的秋千，我不知道，那是你唯一的所有。

　　你静静地靠在我身上，微风已吹不动这沉重的秋千。你说这是最后一次，什么叫做最后一次？
　　你已经没有了那时的笑容，只是带着凄迷的神情，望着水中的月，水中的我们，凄迷得就像是今晚的月光，不禁催人泪下，为什么？
　　秋千沉了一下，是因为你轻轻地站起来，从水上走过，远去。不知为什么，我没有阻拦，也没有追赶，只是静静地看着你远去，消失。
　　我知道你曾想回头，只是细微的转动，但又马上调了回去。
　　我渴望你的回眸，渴望你再看我一眼，哪怕最后一眼；我亦害怕你的回眸，害怕你用那迷茫的眼神望着我，而我亦如此。

　　我跪倒在河边的草坪上，怀中的光已经散尽。在这个世界上，你留给我的最后一个表情是微笑，一如既往的微笑，而我留给你的却是眼泪。仰躺在儿时嬉戏的草坪上，已经不再能拥有你在时的那份温暖。我的心已经凉透了。
　　今晚的月是冰蓝色的，仿佛连时光的流水也受不住这份心底的寒冷，冻结了起来。
　　河面上吹起猛烈的风，空空的秋千在风中乱舞，终于——
　　“啪——”秋千的绳断了。那是你和我的承诺。
　　“咚——”它沉入水中，一同沉下去的，是我们的梦，冰蓝色的梦？橙红色的梦？
　　我站在秋千落下去的地方，只有断绳在风中飘荡，而猛烈的风亦不遗余力地吹打着我，我的心。
　　我看着水中的月，带着和你一样凄迷的表情。我仿佛在破碎的月光中看见了你。
　　你是否也在看着我？
　　风吹过，我闭上眼去感受。有一点暖，这是否是你的拥抱？

　　The empty swing

　　Preface I always think that if one day, I have to go, what will happen to you

　　Below the dim light of the moon, was a large tree. The tree came from below the water, strentching its umbrella-shaped branches. It seemed to be a small island on the water, and to be a immortal floating, standing on the water.
　　There were two thin ropes suspended from the thick branch of the tree, and what connected to them was a small swing. On the swing, there were only two persons you and I.

　　This was where we get acquainted with each other. When I got lost in the labyrinth on the water,you appeared unexpectedly in front of me like an angel, sitting on the small swing, swinging and swinging. I saw you stroking the birds staying on your arm with smile, saw you talking and singing to the birds, and saw you turning your head, looking at me, surprisedly and happily.
　　But now, where is the face and voice

　　Then, I climbed up to your swing cheerfully, unaware that it was the only thing you own.
　　You leaned against me silently. The gentle breeze was unable to blow the heavy swing up. You said it was the last time. What did you mean by the last time
　　You didn't have the then smile anymore, and only looked at the reflection of the moon and ourselves in the water, with the slightly cold expression, cold like tonight's moonlight, making me feel like crying. Why
　　The swing lowered, because you stood up softly. You went across the surface of the water and went farther. I didn't know why I did neither stop you nor run after you, only saw you go farther until you disappeared, silently.
　　I knew you once wanted to look back. You turned your head a little, but at once turned back.
　　I was dying for your glance, I wished you would look at me again, even for the last time. I was also afraid of your glance, afraid to see you looking at me with the same perplexed expression in your eyes as in mine.

　　I kneel on the grass on the bank of the river. The light in my bossom has all disappeared. In this world, the last look you gave me was smile, just as in the past, but mine was tears. I lie on the grass where we played together in our childhood, facing the sky. I will never own the warmness you gave me when you were beside me. My heart is completely cold.
　　The moon today is blue like ice, as if the stream of the time could not stood the coldness from the bottom of my heart and froze.
　　Strong wind brows over the surface of the river. The empty small swing is dancing crazily in the wind and finally--
　　The ropes break in two with a snap, which stand for our promise.
　　It drops down into the river with a splash. What drops down together is our dream. The blue dream or the orange dream
　　I stand where the swing droped down. The broken ropes are swaying in the wind. The strong wind blows me and my heart with all efforts.
　　I look at the reflection of the moon in the water with the same slightly cold expression as you. It is as if I saw you in the broken moonlight.
　　Are you looking at me too
　　The wind is still blowing. I close my eyes to feel it. I feel a little warm, Is it your embrance