《首辅之妻中英对照版》KaylieLiu

120、Chapter 120: Farewell For t

　　For these two to get back together, to live openly and honorably, and not be torn apart by others, they must work together as husband and wife. If either party lags behind, they cannot succeed.

　　他们这二人想要破镜重圆，想要光明正大，想要不被他人拆散一定要夫妻合力才行，任何一方太差或者拖后腿都成不了事。

　　She vowed never to be the one holding him back. As for him, she could only…

　　她保证自己绝不会是那个拖后腿的人，至于他只能…

　　She had no control over others and demanded nothing from them. The only one she could control was herself, so she could only do her best. As for everything else, she could only watch and adapt to the situation.

　　她没有办法控制别人，也没有办法要求别人，能要求的唯有自己，所以她只能做好自己，其他的事情只能静观其变，顺应局势而为。

　　I have a home, but I find it difficult to return.

　　我有一个家，可是我却难回自己家。

　　I am determined to return with honor, swearing not to go back without achievements.

　　女儿立志锦还乡，若无成绩誓不回。

　　When I was learning the arts of music, chess, calligraphy, and painting, I was much older and lagged far behind others.

　　当年我学习琴棋书画时，年龄很大了，也比大家落后了很多。

　　At that time, entering the entertainment house to perform was a dream. The Procuress took me in because of my beauty. She never thought of making me a talented woman.

　　那个时候进入歌伎坊靠卖艺是个梦想，妈妈留下我只是看到我容貌好，她也从来没有想过让我成为一个才女。

　　But I was not content with that. When I first started learning, it was challenging, and there was so much I didn't understand. Without a solid foundation, everything was hard, and I had to grasp many things on my own at the last minute. What seemed ordinary for other girls was like passing through a series of challenges for me. With each challenge, I faced it with a do-or-die attitude, giving my all to survive. That's why I eventually stayed in the entertainment house to learn the arts rather than relying solely on my appearance for a living.

　　可是我不甘，初接触时，真的好难，很多都是云里雾里是懂非懂，没有基础做什么都难，很多东西都是临时抱佛脚靠自己去悟，那些对别的姑娘来说是很寻常的事情，可是对我来说就是在闯关，每一次我都抱着必死之心，全心全意九死一生的去挑战，所以后来我才留在了歌伎坊，可以学艺，而非仅靠一副容貌为生。

　　Now there is another mountain waiting for me to climb. Although it seems as difficult as ascending to the sky, I still want to try my best.

　　现在又有一座高山等着我去翻越，虽然翻过这座大山于我来说难于上青天，可是我还是要尽量去尝试。

　　There is no genuinely unmatched intelligence in this world. Such intelligence frequently conceals the blood, sweat, and tears of exerting more effort than others.

　　世间本就没有什么真正的聪明绝顶，聪明绝顶的背后往往是比一般人付出更多的汗水与血泪。

　　A skyscraper rises from the ground, and we can only rely on ourselves in life!

　　万丈高楼平地起，人生只能靠自己！

　　The main reason for this outcome is my incompetence.

　　出现这样的结局主要还是我太无能。

　　"My lady, you've already done well enough. "

　　“姑娘你已经够争气了。”

　　"No, if I were stronger, I wouldn't have ended up in this predicament, caught between a rock and a hard place, with our fate not in our own hands. It's my fault for not trying hard enough in the past and not being strong enough. We might be in a different situation now if I had been more determined and committed.

　　“不，若是我能力强点，我绝不会落到现在这般下场，左右为难，进退两难，我们的命运没有掌握在自己手中，都怪我不好，是我以往还不够努力，是我从前还不够坚强，我若是当初做什么事情都势必争先，全力以赴，说不定我们现在就是另外一般的境地了。”