《崔玉传中英对照版》KaylieLiu

30、Chapter 29：Coldness冰冷

　　Who would most want me to marry the current crown prince?

　　谁最希望我嫁给当今太子呢？

　　I once again entered my aunt's palace.

　　我再次踏入了姑姑的宫殿。

　　"Yu'er, you've come,"

　　“ 玉儿，你来了。”

　　She greeted the Imperial Noble Consort as soon as she entered the room. Despite their close relationship resembling that of a mother and daughter, She acts so formally before he aunt for the first time, as formal as the two are outsiders concealing their true thoughts behind their words.
　　她一进门就先向皇贵妃请安。人生的第一次，这对情同母女的姑侄二人如同外人一样礼节周全，口是心非。
　　"you arranged our meeting and let us get to know each other, wasn't it?" I spoke not as a question but as a statement.

　　“我和太子殿下的相遇相知是姑姑安排的吧！” 我说话时不是问号，还是陈述的语气。

　　"Yu'er, I have told you before that the current Crown Prince excels in both civil and martial arts with a kind heart. He's someone worth entrusting your life to."

　　“ 玉儿，姑姑说过当今的太子殿下文治武功，心地善良，是一个值得托付终生的对象。”

　　I didn't respond. Instead, I turned around and left. My aunt didn't deny it, which meant she admitted it. There was no need for further discussion. I headed towards the Eastern Palace.

　　我没有回答，而是转身而去，姑姑没有否认那就是默认。所以其他的话就不需要多说了，我朝着东宫而去。

　　Crown Prince Liu Hao was exceptionally good to me – he protected, cherished, respected, and cared for me meticulously. He offered his heart to me. He truly was an excellent husband to whom any woman could entrust her life.

　　太子刘昊对我非常地好，守护爱护我，尊重我，把我照顾得无微不至。他把自己的心捧到了我的面前，他确实是一个女人，可以托付终生的良人。

　　If I hadn't met Zhang Guoying first and had never encountered him, perhaps things would be different today. Maybe I would have met Crown Prince Liu Hao first, not the Prince of Liangzhou. Maybe everything would be different.

　　如果我没有先遇到张国英，从来都没有遇到过张国英，也许我没有一开始就遇到他。也许我认识最早的是太子刘昊，而不是那个凉州太子，也许今天一切都不一样。

　　Marrying Crown Prince Liu Hao would delight my aunt, the Cui family, and everyone else. Unfortunately, I'm a person, not an object, and I can't decide based on interests alone.

　　嫁给太子刘昊姑姑欢喜，崔家欢喜，皆大欢喜。可惜我终究是个人不是物，不能以利益来论决定。

　　I have only one heart, which already belongs to the Prince of Liangzhou. There's no room for anyone else.

　　我只有一颗心，并且心中已经给了那个凉州太子，除了他，再也容不下任何人。

　　You may be a perfect match, but I am no longer an ideal woman.

　　你是良配，可是我已非佳人。

　　In the face of his love and pursuit, I could only evade and avoid, eventually leaving myself with no way out.

　　面对他的爱恋，面对他的追求，我只能逃避，只能躲避，最后让自己退无可退。

　　"Miss Cui," the people at the Eastern Palace greeted me warmly and amicably upon my arrival.

　　“崔姑娘”东宫的人看到我的到来都笑脸相迎，对我非常地友好。

　　"Where's the Crown Prince?"

　　“太子呢？”

　　"His Highness is in the study. Allow me to show you the way."

　　“太子正在书房呢，奴才为您引路。”

　　I arrived before the warm and gentle gentleman, his very presence like a piece of warm jade.

　　来到了这个温润如玉，谦谦君子的他身前。

　　"Greetings, Your Highness."

　　“参见太子殿下。”

　　"Miss Cui, there's no need for such formalities," he replied, his face lighting up with a delighted smile upon seeing me.

　　“崔姑娘，不必多礼“突然见到我，他的脸上带有欢喜笑容。

　　Seeing his smile, I felt deep guilt in my heart. After all, I am not a heartless person. Regrettably, I cannot give him the affection he desires.

　　看到他脸上的笑容，我的心中带有深深地自责。人非草木，孰能无情？可惜他要的感情我也没有办法给他。