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26、Chapter 25 : Departure ...
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"Do you think I can compare to the ladies from prestigious families and high-born daughters?"
“公子看我可比得那些名门闺秀,高门之女?”
"Of course, you can."
“自然是比得上的。”
"With my looks and knowledge, I would never marry a poor boy in this lifetime. If I marry, it will be into a renowned family or a wealthy household. So, there's no chance for us."
“我这样的容貌,我这样学识,此生我是绝对不会嫁给一个穷小子的。
此生我要嫁,就一定会嫁入名门世家,高门大户之家。所以我们绝无可能”
"No chance?... Just because I come from a poor background?"
“绝无可能?……就因为我出身贫寒?”
"Yes."
“对”
"I apologize for my presumptuousness." He turned and left.
“是在下唐突了。”他转身离去。
Little did I know, his heart was like a clear mirror. He understood I was afraid of being associated with him, so he closed his doors and kept to himself. In reality, I wanted to avoid any connection with him and to reject him. I was saying, "I don't think highly of you, and I don't want any rumors to spread about us."
我不知道其实他心如明镜,知道我怕和他扯上关系,所以就他闭门不见。其实就是不想让自己和他有半点关系,其实就是在拒绝他,就是在说:“我没有看上你,因此不想与你有半点流言传出。”
So, when he noticed my aloofness, he withdrew his feelings and stopped visiting me. He persisted in this way for over ten days, never expecting that I would be so heartless as to leave. When he heard I was leaving and would never see me again, he abandoned all reason and came to see me in the dead of night.
所以他发觉我的异常后,也收起了自己的心,不再来见我。就这样坚持了十多天,可是没有想到我如此绝情,要离开了。一听到我要离开,再也见不到了。他放下了所有的理智,于是他半夜三更独自来见我。
He wanted to give himself another chance, and he wanted to give me another chance as well. But he didn't realize there had never been a chance for me.
他想再给自己一次机会,也想再给我一次机会。可是他没有想到的是我这里从来就没有机会。
After leaving the village, I had no interest in visiting other estates. So, I returned to the Cui Mansion and resumed my life as Miss Cui.
离开那个村庄后,我没有了心情去别的山庄。于是就回到了崔府,做起了崔大小姐。
Having only been back at the Cui Mansion for a few nights, my aunt sent messenger after messenger inviting me to enter the palace.
才刚刚回到崔府住了不过几晚,姑姑派来传话邀请我进宫的来人是派了一批又一批。
Although she is my aunt, and I could willfully decline her invitation, she is not only my aunt but also the current Imperial Noble Consort, who manages the inner palace as a deputy empress.
她虽然是我的姑姑,我可以撒娇地不去。但是她不仅是我的姑姑,她还是现在位同副后执掌后宫的皇贵妃。
One could disregard my aunt's face, but who dares to defy the royal family?
姑姑的面子可以不给,但是皇家的面子谁敢不给?
So, I reluctantly entered the palace and reluctantly met my aunt.
于是我就不情不愿地进宫来了,不情不愿地去见我那姑姑了。
During this visit to the palace, I encountered a familiar face: the young man I had always had a soft spot for. As it turned out, Crown Prince Liu Hao shared many similarities with Zhang Guoying.
只是在这次的进宫,我遇到了一个熟人,就是那个少年,我一直对他有好感,原来他就是太子刘昊,他的身上有着很多和张国英相似的地方。
Although one held the title of prince, born into the royal family and representing the upper class, the other was a bandit who won the throne through his love for the people, popular support, and intelligence and strategy.
虽然一个是王爷身份,本就是皇亲国戚出身,代表着上层社会。一个是土匪凭借着爱民如子,百姓拥护以及自身聪明能干的头脑和谋略谋得的皇位。