《linkin park -live in texas》冰 δ 月光之尘

3、第 3 章 in th

　　in the end
　　it stars with one thing/ i don\'t know why i doesn\'t even matter how hard you try keep taht in mind/ i designed, this rhyme to explain in due time, all i know tieme is a valuable thing watch it fly by as the pendulum swings. watch it count down to the end of the day, the coloch ticks life away, it\'s so unreal, didn\'t look out below watch the time go right out the window, trying to hold on/ but didn\'t even know, wasted it all just to watch it go i kept everything inside and even tried/ it all fell apart what it meant to me will evetually / be a memory / of a time, when i tried so hard, and got so far, but in the end it doesn\'t even matter, i had to fall, and lose it all, but in the end , it doesn\'e even any matter, one thing/ i don\'t know why doesn\'t even matter how hard you try keep that in mind, / i designed this rhyme to remind myself how i tried so hard, in spite of the way you were mocking me actin like i was a part of your property, remembering all the times you fought we/ me / i\'m surprised it got so far, things aren\'t the way the were before, you wouldn\'t even recognize me anymore, not that you knew me back then, but it all comes back to me in the end, you kept everything inside and even though i tried / it all fell apart, what it meant to me. / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when i tried so hard and got so far, but in the end , it doesn\'t even matter, i had to fall and lose it all, but in the end it doesn\'t even matter, i put my trust in you, pushed as far as i cna go , for all this , there\'s only one thing you should know i tried so hard and got so far, but in the end, it doesn\'t even matter, i had to fall and lose it all, but in the end it doesn\'t even matter.

　　最后
　　那由一件事开始,我不知为什么无论你试图在心中紧记我都觉得无所谓,在这段时间里我作了这首曲子来解释它,我知道时间是很宝贵的东西, 看见它流逝正如钟摆摆过去, 看着她数到最后一天, 生命在分秒滴答声中流逝, 如此的不真实, 一不留神看到时间溜到窗外去了, 想要挽留,甚至不知道, 徒劳地看着它消逝, 我把所有都封闭在心里, 甚至去尝试, 但全都崩溃了, 所有这些到最后对于我都只是回忆,曾经一时,我如此努力,得到的却差得太远,但是到了最后这一切都已无所谓, 我不得不到下, 失去一切,, 但是到了最后, 这一切都已无所谓, 其一, 我不知道为什么无论你如何紧记, 到了最后都变得无所谓, 我作了这首曲子来提醒我自己, 我曾经是如此努力,不管如何嘲讽我, 就像我是你的所有物,记得每一次你我争吵的情形,惊奇地发祥地已经走得太远,我们再也不能像过去那样, 你甚至都认不得我了,再也不是你所熟悉的那个我.但是这一切到最后都返回到我, 你把一切都藏在心里,尽管我如此努力,但到最后都分开了,无论这对我来说意味着什么到最后都变成回忆.曾几一时, 我如此努力却走得太远.但到最后一切都已无所谓, 我到下去, 失去一切, 但到最后一切都已无所谓, 我如此信任你,却被你推开好远,所有这些有一件事是你该知道的, 我如此努力得到的却差得太远, 但是到了最后一切都已经我所谓, 我到下去, 失去一切, 但到最后一切都已无所谓.

　　one step closer
　　why does if feel like night today? something in here\'s not right today, why am i so uptight today? paranoia\'s all i got left i don\'t know what stressed me first, or how the pressure was fed, but i know just what it feels like, to have a voice in the back of my head, it\'s like a face that i hold inside a face taht awakes when i close me eyes a face watches every time, i lie aface athat laughs every time. i fall ( and watches everything ) so i know taht when it\'s time to sink or swim, that the face inside is hearing me, right undernearth of my skin, it\'s like a whirlwind inside of my head, it\'s like i can\'t stop what i\'m hearing within, it\'s like the face inside is right beneath my skin, i know il\'ve got a face in me, points out all my mistakes to me, you\'ve got a face on the inside too and your parania\'s probably worse idon\'t know what set me off first but i know what i can\'t stand, everybody acts like the fact of the matter is i can\'t add up to wht you can, but everybody has a face athat they hold inside, a face that awakes when they close their eyes a face watches every time they lie, a face that laughs every time they fall ( and watches everything ) so you know that when it\' stime to sink to swim, that the face inside is watching you too. right inside of you skin, the sun goes down, i feel the light betray me.

　　don\'t stay
　　sometimes i need to remember just to breathe, sometimes i need you to stay away from me, sometimes i\'m disbelief i didn\'t know somehow i need you to go. sometimes i feel like i trusted you too well, sometimes i just fell like screaming at myself. sometimes i\'m in disbelief, i didn\'t know somehow i need to be alone, don\'t stay forget our memories. for get our possiblities, what you were changing me into just give me myself back and don\'t stay forget our memories, forget our possibilities, take all you faithlessness with you, just give me myself back and don\'t stay, i don\'t need you anymore, i don\'t want to be ignored, i don\'t need one more day of you wasting me away with no apologies.

　　有时我需要记得去呼吸, 有时我需要你离我远点,有时我怀疑不知何故我需要你走.有时我感觉我太信任你了,有时我只是觉得想对我自己尖叫,有时候我只是怀疑, 我不知道为什么我需要独处,不要忘记我们的往事, 忘记我们在一起的希望.不论你将把我变成什么样, 你只要把我给回我自己.不要忘记我们的往事,忘记我们在一起的希望, 带回你所有的背信弃义,把我给回我自己不要再停留, 我再也不需要你了.我不想再被忽视,我不想有一天你不说一句抱歉,让我日益衰弱.

　　hit the floor
　　there are just too many times that people have have tired to look inside of me, wondering what i think of you and i protect you out of custesy, too many times that i\'ve held on when i needed to push away. afraid to say what was on my mind, afraid to say what i need to say , too many things that you\'ve said about me when i am not around you. think having the upper hand means you\'ve got to keep putting me down, but i\'vehad too many stand-offs with you, it\'s about as i can stand just wait until the upper hand is mine, so many people like me put so much trust in all you lies, so concerned with what you think to just say what we feel inside. so many many people like me walk on eggshells all day long, all i know is that all i want is to fell like i\'m not stepped on there are so many things you say that make me fell like you\'ve crossed the line, what goes up will surely fall and i\'m counting down the time cause i\'ve had so many stand-offs with you , it\'s about as much as i can stand , so i\'m waiting until the upper hand is mine, on minute, you \'re on top the next , you\'re not watch it drop making your heart stop , just before you think you won and then it\'s all gone, i know i \'ll never trust a single thing you say, you knew your lies would divide us but you lied anyway and all the lies have got you floating up above us all but what goes up has got to fall.

　　有太多的时候,人们厌倦去看我的内心,想知道我为什么这样维护你,太多的时候,我要推开,我撑住了.怕说出心中的想法,太多的事情,当我不在你身旁的时候,你叙说我的种种.想着战优势你就可以将我压倒.但是我曾对你太多疏远,我原本可以观望,直到占了优势,那么多人像我一样,对你的谎言寄予太多的信任,太关心你所想的而不说出心中的想法, 太多太多的人像我一样,一天到晚战战兢兢的活着.我只知道我想觉得自己不会停下,

　　easier to run
　　its easier to run replacing this pain with something numb, it\'s so much easier to go than face all this pain here all alone something has been taken from deep inside of me, a secret i\'ve kept locked away. no one can ever see wounds so deep, they never shwo they never go away like moving pictures in my head for years and years, they\'ve played if i could change i would take back the pain, i would retrace every wrong move taht i made , i would if i could take all the shame to the grave , i would sometimes , i remember the darkness of my past bringing back these memories, i wish i didn\'t have sometimes i think of letting go and never looking back and never moveing forward so there would never be a past, just waiting it aside all of the helplessness inside, pretending i don\'t feel so misplaced this pain with something numb, it\'s so much easier to go than face all the pain here all alone,

　　更想逃
　　更想逃,用麻木麻痹这痛苦,逃避比在这里独自面对痛苦容易得多.我的心被掏空,那曾经被我紧锁在心灵深处的秘密. 从来没有人可以伤我如此之深. 就像永远不会消散,一年又一年,它们在我脑中就像移动的图片,它们一直播放着就像我可以去改变,可以带回这痛苦,就像我每一步走错的都可以折回,如果我可以将这耻辱带入坟墓,我将会这么做,有时我会,我记得我过往的那些黑暗带回这些记忆,我希望有时我可以将它忘记,永远不去回想,永远不要继续,永远没有过往,只要等待心中的无助全都消散.装做没有觉得如此失落,用麻木代替这痛苦,逃避比独自面对这痛苦容易得多.

　　reanimation remix of forgotten
　　from the top to the bottom, bottom to top , i stop at the cor, i\'m fogotten in the middle of my thoughts , taken far from my safety, the picture\'s there, the memory won\'t escape me, we \'re stuck in a place so dar, you can hardly see a manner of matter that splits, with the words i breathe, an as the rain drips, acidic questions around me i block out the sight of powers hat be an duck away into the darkness, times up, i wind up in a custed world with eyes shut , so tight that it blurrs into the world of pertend an the eyes ease open and it\'s dark again, from the top to the bottomw bottom to top , i stop at the core, i\'m forgotten in the middle of my thoughts , taken far from my safety , the picture\'s there, the memory won\'t escape me , ehen why should i care, in the memory you \'ll find , an a young shadowy figure sits in font of a box, inside , abuilding of rock with antennas on top, now, nothing can stop in this land of the pain, the sane lose, not knowing they were part of hte game, as while the inside changed, the box stays the same, and the fighure inside coudl bare anbody\'s name, the memorieds i keep, are form a tiem, like then i put them on paper so i could come back to them, someday, i\'m hoping to close my eyes and prtend that this crumpled up paper can be perfect again,yo, i \'m here at this podium talking, the caremonial offerings delicated to urban disfunctional offspring, what\'s happenin\'? city goverments are eternally napping and trapped in greedy covenants, causing urban callapsing and bullets that scar souls , with dark holes, get more than you car stole, some hearts be blacker than charcoal, for real, this society \'s deprivation depends not on our differences, but the separation within no reparation is made, limited aide and minimum wage, living in a tenement cage where innocense pays tragedy within a parade, the darkness overspreds like permanent plauge, and i\'m forgotten,

　　鼓舞混合着遗忘
　　从顶到底,从底到顶, 我停留在核心, 我被遗忘在你的思虑之中,远离安全,情景就在那里,往事缭绕着我, 我停在好远的地方, 你从我的谈吐中几乎看不到分开的迹象,就像雨滴落下,酸酸的问题围绕着我, 我封闭力动力的视线,秘密躲入黑暗中,是时候了, 我紧闭双眼,把自己卷在一个安全的世界里,好紧, 把世界变得模糊,假装眼睛睁开, 发现又从新陷入黑暗,从顶到底,从底到顶,我停留在核心, 我被遗忘在你的思虑之中,远离安全,情景就在那里,往事缭绕着我,我为什么要关心,在记忆中你会发现,就像一个年轻阴影的样子坐在箱子前面,在其中, 顶上用石头建造天线,没有什么能停留在这片痛苦的土地上,思想遗失了, 不知道这些只是游戏的一部分,同时,里面变了,外表仍是那样,里面的形态露出一个人名,有一时我记得这些往事,就像它们留在一张纸上, 我可以回复它们,有时我我闭上眼睛,装作这些折皱的纸可以再弄平,我在这里,在这台上诉说,城市崩溃了,击穿受伤的心,带着那些黑黑的洞, 比你的车子被偷的还要多.那些心比煤还要黑,说真的,这个世界被剥夺了,不再靠你我之间的不同, 但是分离没有任何可补偿,有限的帮助是最低的工资,住在像鸽笼样的出租屋里,在那里无意识的把悲剧当作炫耀,黑暗蔓延开了,就像是永恒.我被遗忘了.

　　my head
　　i want to be in another place i hate when you say you don\'t at understand , i want to be in the energy , no with the enemy , i place for my head, i watch how the moon sits in the sky on the dark night shinning with the light from the sun, but he sun doesn\'t give the light to the moon, assuming the moon as going to owe it one , it makes me think you act to me, you do favours then rapidly, you just turn around and start asking me about things that you want back from me, i\'m so sick of the tension, sick of the hunger , sick of you acting like i owe you this find another place to feed you agreed while i find a place to rest, i\'m so sick of the tension, sick of the hunger, sick of you acting like i owe you , this find another place to feed you greed while i find a place to rest, i want to be in another place, i hate when you say you don;t understand , you \'ll see it, \'s not meant to be i want to be in teh energyk not with evemy , aplace for my head, i wnt to be in another place, i hate, when you say you don\'t understand, you ;ll see it \'s not meant to be i want to be in the energy not with the enemy , a place for my head, give me energy to kep me calm, you and your moon keep all the dram, used to be a team, passed ghat baton, but you flop that bomb as you drop that bomb , take it to the john in you babylon flushed down with the sound that you carry on , i don\'t really give a dang, you pushed on my lawn, took a dump like a punk, now the battle\' son , so sick of you stressing , sick of you fessing , sick of you acting like i owe you some, find another place to feed , your face if you don;t we go bump, get it up here, crunk, so sick of you stressing me, sick of fessing, sick of you acting like i owe ou some, find another place ot feed you face, if you don\'t, we gon\'t bump, get it up here, crunk i want to be in another place.you \'ll see it\'s not meant to be in the energy, not with the energy, a place for my head, i want to be in another place, i hat when you say you don\'t understand me, you\'ll see it\'s not meant to ve i want to be in the energy, not with the enemy, a place for my head, you try to take the best of me, go away,

　　我想到另外一个地方, 我恨你说你不懂,我想要在活力之中, 而不是被敌人围绕.一个地方让我心情舒畅. 我看着月亮如何呆在暗夜的天空,发着来自太阳的光,然而不把光给月亮,觉得月亮欠他.这让我想起你是如何对待我的,你一帮我, 就马上转回头开始问我有什么可以给回你.这紧张让我虚弱, 饥饿让我虚弱, 你对我就像我欠你一样同样令我虚弱,发祥地另外一个地方来填充你的贪婪, 同时让我有地方休息一下.我想到另外一个地方, 我想要活力而不是被

　　my december
　　this is my december, this is my tiem of the year, this is my december, this is all so clear, this is my december, this is my snow-covered home, this is my december, this is me alone, iand i just wish that i didn\'t feel like there was somethingd i missed, and i take back all the time, and i take back all the things i said to make you feel like that and i just with taht i didn;t feel like there was somethisng i missed and i tack back all the things that i said to you and i\'d give it all wway just to have somewhere to go, give it away, to have someone to come home to, this is my december, this is all so clearr, give it all away, just to have somewhere to go , to have someone come home,

　　by myself
　　what do i do to ignore them behind me? do i follow my instinces blindly? do i hide my pride from these had dreams , and give in to sad thoughts tha tare maddening? do i sit here and try to stand it? or do i , try to catch them red-handed? do i trust soem and get fooled by phoniness, or do i trust nobody and live in the loneliness? because i can\'t hold on, when i \'m tretched so thin , i make the right move, but i\'m lost within i put on my daily facade but then i just end up getting hurt again by myself, i ask why , but in my mind i find i can\'t rely on myself , i can\'t hold on, to what i want when i\'m stretched so thin, it\'s all too much to take in i can\'t hold on, to anything watching everything spin, with thoughts of failure sinking in, if i turn, my back i \'lm defenseless, and to go blindly seems senseless, if i hide my pride and let it aall go on, they they\'ll take frrom till everythisng is gone, if i let them go , i\'ll be outdone, but if i try to catch them, i\'ll be outrun, if i killed by the questions like a cancer, tehn i\'ll be buried in the silence of the answer, how do you thindk , i\'be lost so much i\'m so afraid, i\'m out of touch, how do you expect, i will know what to do when all i knwo, is what you telll me to , don\'t you know i can\'t tell you how to make it go, no matter wha ti do, how hard, i try i can\'t seem to convince myself why i\'m stuck on the outside.

　　i step closer
　　break , i\'m about to break! i need room to breathe, i cannot take thsi any more, saying everything, i\'ve said before , all these words , they make no sense, i found bliss in ignorance, less i hear, the less you say, but you\'ll find that out anyway, i find the answers arent; so clear, wish i could find a way to disappear, all these thaoughts, they make no sense, i found bliss in igmorance, nothisng seems to go away, over and over again.before everything, you say to me, and i\'m about to break! need a littel room to breathe, and i\'m about to break, everything you say to me and i \'m about to break, i need alittle room to breath and i\'m about to break, break, there is place where i can\'t feel torn from my body, my flesh it heals. during this night we can fall aport , waiting alone , i can nto resist , feeling thsi hate, i have never missed , these are the memories , the reason to rip off my , face fighting and roaring , and roaring boring , shut up when i\'m talking to you, shut up, everything you say to me, and i\'m about to break , i need a little room, everythign you say to me , takes me one step closer to te edge, and i\'m about to break, i need alitte room to breathe, cause e\'m one step closer to the edge, and i\'m about to break, everthing you say to me, takes me one step closer to the edge, i \'m about to break.

　　mission
　　finally recover when the mood is right looking up into a neon sky, time the mean takes over, guss it\'s been too long, since the last time, i tried to fly, finally i find when i lose control, inside my body crumbles only needs a moment , just to get away, hope the stress won\'t mess up every day, no one final question, i necer dout everthing is gonna ok, finally i find when i lose control inside my body, crumbles, it\'s like therapy for my broken soul inside my body crumbles insecure would be my sign, if, i\'ll be alright, idon\'t know if i\'ll be alright i\'ll never have to hide, i don\'t know if i\'ll be alright, now i know it\'s, it\'s alright, finally i find when i lose control inside my body, crumbles like therapy for my broken soul, inside my body, finally i find when i lose control inside my body, finally i find when i lose controlin in side my body crumbles, it\'s like therapy for my broken soul inside my body crumbles.

　　X- Ecutioner style
　　i knew i was being threatened, do you think it\'s worth holding out? i mean i\'ve heard some pretty ugly things about those guys, ugly stories , watch them flee, watch them flee, hip hop hits , and you do it like this it\'s going down, the rhythm projects, round the next sound, reflects the complew hy bid dialect now, detect the mesh of may elements, compressed down, the melting pot of a super- futuresque style, the comblination of a vacal caress with lungs that gasp for breath, from emothional stress, with special effects and a distored collage , carefully loaged between beats of thythm projects, round the next sound, with lungs that gsp for breath , from emotional stress, with special effects,and a distored collage , carelly lodged between beats of thythmic barrage , it\'s going down , a logical progression on the timeline, the separation narrowed down to a fine line, to blur the edges so they blend together properly, take u on an audible odyssey , now it\'s goning down , put it up it, it\'s said it goes like this , and you do it like htis , it\'s going dwon , put it up, i said it go go goes like this , and you do it like his , it\'s going down, once again, it is composed setences , all together venomous, the four elements of natural force , projected daly through the sound of the source , everybody on board with this blend, the sword wigh the pen, the mightiest is the weapons swinging right from the chin, the elevate of metal states long gone with the wind , to defend men for shoddy limitation prtend it,\'s going down, atalence emulatin readily , trekking through the weapory of the pure pedigree cleverly seeing through whatever is ahead of me, whatever the weather be we invent he steadily it\'s goning down to subterrestrial high , i thyme regiment that \'s calling me the shots execution of collaborative plots, ready to bring the sepration of style to a stop , i\'s going down , a logical progression on a timeline, the separation narrowed dwon to afine line to blur the edges so thy blend together properly , take you on a audible odyssey , now it;s going down , put it up, it said it goes like this , and you do it like this , it\'s going down , put it up, it said it\'s goes down x-men? about to blast of world wide you it\'s request only X-men? bout to blast of world wide itl\'s built from scratch, album in stores soon, bout to blast off world wide , and you do it like this, it\'s going down , put it up, it said it goes like thsi , and you do it like this.

　　chali
　　what\'s up? you \'ve reached mike give me a detail m please enter your pass, first massage, yo mike this is chali, man? i\'m just trying to catch up with you man, so we can go ahead an get this song on the rool , with a pot n a d ha call me back.
　　next message, hey mike what\'s up this is roc,just asking you what \'s happening? i was just touching base, seeing how you , easter went, just seeing, because he\'s got my keyboard that i\'ve been trying to get back , i\'ve been trying to call him and hasn\'t been returning any message so i\'m seeing what the best angle if to you know get it back.

　　with you
　　come on i woke up in a dream today, to the cold and static, an i put my cold feet on the floor , forgot all about yesterday, remembering i\'m pretending to be where i\'m not anymore, a little taste of hipocrisy, and i\'m left in the wake of the mistake, slow to react even though you \'re so close to em, you\'re still so distant, and i can\'t bring you back, it\'s true, the way i feel was promised by your face, the sound of your voice painted on my memories, even if you\'re nto with me, i\'m with you ,you , now i see keeping everyting inside with you, you,now i see keeping everything inside with you,you now i see even when i close my eyes , i hit you and you hit me back, we fall to the floor, the rest of the day stands still finde line between this and that, but when thisngs go wrong, i pretend that the past isn\'t real i\'m trapped in this memories , even if you \'re not with me, i\'m wih you , you,now i keeping everthing inside with you,myou , now i see even when i close my eyes with you, you,now, i ee keeping everthing inside,with you,you, now i see, even when i close my eyes , no i won\'t let you control my fate, while i\'m holding the wait of the world on my conscience, no i von\'t just sit here and wait while you wear your options , you\'re making a fool of me, no , you didn\'t dare to say that you don\'t care , and solemnly swear nnto to follow me therek no , it an\'t like me to beg on my knees, oh ,please baby, please that\'s not how i \'m doing thing s, no i\'m not upset,no i\'m not angry i know love is love , love sometimes , it pains me with or without you, i\'ll always be with you, you \'ll never foget me, i\'m keeping you with , you \'ll keeping with me, no iwon\'t let you take me to the end of my rope, while you burn and torture my soul , no i\'m not your puppet , an no no, iwon\'t let you go , no no matter how far we\'ve come, i can\'t wait to see , tomorrow,no matter how far we\'ve come, i can\'t wait to see tomorrow, with you ,you now i see keeping everything inside with you, you, now i see even when i close my eyes with you,you, now i see keeping everthing inside with you, you , now even when i close my eyes.

　　hi vl
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