《linkin park -live in texas》冰 δ 月光之尘

1、第 1 章 我心归处

　　我心归处

　　刚开始, 我无话可说, 我迷失在内心的空虚中.

　　我好困扰. 我说出来, 才发现我并不是唯一这样想的人,
　　在我心中, 我并不认为他们真的能领会我所说的, 这是唯一真实的东西,

　　我迷失在感受到仅仅是幸运,空虚,孤寂, 所有的错都是我自己的.

　　我想去听, 我想去感受, 好像我是真实的. 我想找到我一直想要的东西.我心所属的地方.

　　我无话可说, 我不能相信我我没跌下去, 环顾四周,

　　才发现这只是我脑袋里的幻想.我感觉到了, 我真的是这样消极吗?

　　因为当别人看着我的时候, 我没法证明我自己, 没有失去什么,这只不过是游戏.

　　怎么能一直错下去,这只是我一个人的错.

　　我想去听, 我想去感受, 我想的从来就不是真的,

　　我只想你让我这样一来觉得,释放所有的痛苦直到它消散.

　　我想去听, 我想去感受, 如同接近那些真实的东西,

　　我想找到我一直想要的,我心有所属的地方.如果我自己不这样做,

　　我将永远无法明白我自己,我将永远无法感受直到伤口愈合.

　　我将永远做事直到我摆脱自己,我要突破,找到今日之我,

　　我想去听, 我想去感受, 我想的从来就不是真的,

　　我想释放这痛苦,如此之痛,我想去听, 我想去感受,

　　就好象我接近那些真实的的东西,我想找到我一直想要的东西,

　　那我所归属的地方.我心归处.

　　when this began i had noting to say,

　　i get lost in the nothing that as inside of me( i was confused)

　　i let it all out to find that i am not the only person with these things in mind(inside of me)

　　well i don\'t at think they can see the words real.

　　this is the only real thing, i got left to feel (nothing to lose)

　　just luck, hollow and alone and the fault is my own, and the fall is just my own,

　　i wanna heal, i wanna feel, like i\'m something real,

　　i wanna find something i wanted all along, somewhere i belong. and i got nothing to say,

　　i can\'lt believe i didn\'t fall right down on my face,( i was confused) looking everywhere ony to find that is not the way i imagined it all in mind, (so i implied)do i have the negativity?

　　cause i can\'t justify my way when everyone is looking at me(nothing to lose) nothing but game. how i went along and the fault is my own, and the fall is just my own.

　　i wanna heal, o wanna fell, what i thought was never real, i wanna let you off the day i felt so (release all the pain till it\'s gone) i wanna heal, i wanna feel, like i\'m close to something real,

　　i wannn afind something i wanted all along, osmewhere i belong, i will never know my self until i do this on my own, and i will never feel, anything else untill my wound are healed.

　　i will never make anything untill i break away from me, i will break away , an dfind myself today. i wanna heal, i wanna feel, what i i though was never real,

　　i want let go of the pain i felt so.

　　i wanna heal, i wanna feel, like i\'m close to somethng real,

　　i wanna find something i wanted all along somewhere i belong,

　　somewhere i belong.

　　lying from you

　　when i pretend everything is what i want it to be,

　　i look exactly like what youu had always wanted to see.

　　when i r pretend i can forget about the criminal i am stealing second after second

　　just cause i know i can/ but i can\'t pretend this is the way it will stay/i\'m just trying to bend the truth .

　　i can\'t pretend i\'m who you want me to be, so i\'m lying my way from you(no/no turning back now)

　　i wanna be pushed aside to let me go(no/no turning back now)let me take back my life,

　　i\'d rather be all alone (no turning back now) anywhere on my own cause i can see(no/no turning back now) the very worst part of you is me.

　　i remember what they taught to me, remember condescending talk of who i ought to be,

　　remember listening to all of that and this again so i pretened up a person who was fitting in and now you think this person really is me.

　　and i\'m (trying to ben then truth)but the more i push the more i\'m pulling away cause i\'m lying my way from you.

　　this isn\'t what i wanted to be i never though that what i said would have you running from me like this the very worst parts of you, the worst part of you is me.

　　谎言

　　当我装作什么事情都像我想的那样,

　　我真的看起来像你一直想要的那样.

　　当我装作我可以忘记那罪恶,我一分钟比一分钟心虚,因为我知道我无法一直伪装下去,

　　我只能这样一来下去,试图屈从事实.我不能装作我是你想要的那样,所以我向你说谎,

　　无法回头, 我想要避开, 请放我走,让我带回我的生命,

　　我宁愿孤单, 无法回头,我无处可遁,

　　我是你的罪恶所在，我记得他们是如何教我的，

　　记得他们谦逊交代我应该怎么样，记得倾听所有这些一遍又一遍，

　　所以我装作附和，现在你觉得那个人就是我，

　　我试图屈从事实，但越努力，走得越远，

　　因为我对你说谎，我从来就不想这样，我永远不想让你觉得我是你的罪恶所在。

　　papercut
　　why does if feel like night today? something in here\'s not right today, why am i so uptight today? paranoia\'s all i got left i don\'t know what stressed me first, or how the pressure was fed, but i know just what it feels like, to have a voice in the back of my head, it\'s like a face that i hold inside a face taht awakes when i close me eyes a face watches every time, i lie aface athat laughs every time. i fall ( and watches everything ) so i know taht when it\'s time to sink or swim, that the face inside is hearing me, right undernearth of my skin, it\'s like a whirlwind inside of my head, it\'s like i can\'t stop what i\'m hearing within, it\'s like the face inside is right beneath my skin, i know il\'ve got a face in me, points out all my mistakes to me, you\'ve got a face on the inside too and your parania\'s probably worse idon\'t know what set me off first but i know what i can\'t stand, everybody acts like the fact of the matter is i can\'t add up to wht you can, but everybody has a face athat they hold inside, a face that awakes when they close their eyes a face watches every time they lie, a face that laughs every time they fall ( and watches everything ) so you know that when it\' stime to sink to swim, that the face inside is watching you too. right inside of you skin, the sun goes down, i feel the light betray me.

　　剪纸
　　为什么会这样觉得，今晚有些不对劲，为什么会如此紧张，只剩下妄想，我不知道什么在压迫着我，这压力如何反馈，我只知道我觉得有一个声音在我脑中，就好象在我的头脑里还藏着一张面孔，我一闭眼它就醒来，我一躺下它就时刻张望，我到下时，它时刻都在讥笑，查看着周围的一切，我知道当我沉没，游浮的时候，这张脸时刻都其中倾听，你的妄想也许更糟，我不知道什么让我爆发，我只知道我受不了，每个人都像那张脸，我不能将你我融合，每个人都有那张脸，睡着时它就醒来，时刻张望，时刻讥笑，查看一切，当沉没，游浮的时候，这张脸时刻都其中倾听，就在你皮肤之下，太阳落下，我觉得光背叛了我。

　　point of authority
　　forfeit the game before sombody else, takes you out of the frame and puts your name to shame, cover up your face you can\'t run the race, the pace is too fast you just won\'t last. you love the way i look at you, while taking pleasure in the awful things you put me throgh you take away if i give in, my life, my pride is broken, you like to think you\'re never wrong, you ant to act like you\'re someone, you want someone to hurt like you, you want to share what you\'ve been through, you live what you learn. you love the things i say i\'ll do. the way i\'ll hurt myself again, just to get back at you, you take away when i give in, my life my pride, is broken. you like to think you\'re never wrong, you want to act like you\'re someone, you want someone to hurt like you, you want to share what you\'ve been through. (you live what you learn) forfeit the game before somebody else takes you out of the frame and puts your name to shame. cover up you face you can\'t run the race, the pace is too fast you just can\'t last, you like to think you\'re never wrong, you want to act like you\'re someone. you want someone hurt like you, you wnat to share what you\'ve been through.you live what you learn.

　　权威观点
　　在别人面前失了比赛，让你跳出框框，让你丢脸，你掩面退出，节奏太快，你无法坚持到最后，你喜欢我这样看着你，你从你所加之于我的可怕的东西里得到乐趣，你取走它，就像我已屈服，我的生命，我的骄傲，都破碎了，你喜欢认为你从来都不会错，你喜欢装做你是个大人物，你想要看到别人像你一样受伤，你想要别人像你一样感受，你像你所知道的那样活着，你想听我说我会这么做，我又一次伤害了我自己，只是为了得回你，我屈服的时候你带走它，我的生命，我的骄傲，都已破碎，