《盛夏冰点》queenecho

5、盛夏•昨天

　　仍然在让我觉得安全的黑暗中，我抱起在角落已经落满灰尘的在房间角落躺了很久的黑色吉他，用手拭去那些灰尘，多希望那些盛夏中的纠结也可以那么轻易的抹去。很久没有弹过吉他，竟把指法当作钢琴指法来看，甚至在弹那首MP3中从未删除的《yesterday》时才发现忘记调弦，音已经不准了，习惯了钢琴吧。调好琴弦，一个人轻轻撩拨，一个人轻轻吟唱
　　Yesterday
　　All my troubles seemed so far away
　　Now it seems as though theyre here to stay
　　Oh I believe in yesterday
　　Suddenly Im not half the man I use to be
　　There s a shadow hanging over me
　　Oh yesterday came suddenly
　　Why she had to go I dont know
　　She wouldnt say she wouldn’t say
　　I said something wrong now I long for yesterday
　　Yesterday
　　Love was such an easy game to play
　　Now I need a place to hide away
　　Oh I believe in yesterday
　　I believe in yesterday
　　Why she had to go I dont know
　　She would not say
　　I said something wrong
　　Now I long for yesterday
　　Yesterday
　　Love was such an easy game to play
　　Now I need a place to hide away
　　Oh I believe in yesterday
　　I believe in yesterday
　　Was so far away
　　Oh yesterday was far away
　　And I know I cant turn back
　　Cause yesterdays gone

　　昨天那么残忍的存在于记忆中，不愿意弹吉他，只因为那样的情景总让我想起他弹吉他时左手清晰的骨节和耀眼的黑色，害怕想起那些无知的期许，也恐惧那些写满伤害的过去，音乐在抽泣中戛然而止，有人喜欢淋雨因为没人能知道她在哭泣，黑暗有同样的效果，我让眼泪在脸上肆意，哭碎伪装的坚强，卸下隐忍的假装，在一场宣泄后当《yesterday》的旋律还在从手下流淌时我已明白，那些我希冀的只是一场虚幻，那些虚幻像漂泊在现实天空中美好的设想，闪耀着璀璨的光芒，却在我的注视下被吹散，曾经熠熠生辉的只是我不可企及的彼岸。
　　世界忽然变得好安静，只有《yesterday》的旋律在一直重复着，左手一阵刺痛，拨断了一根弦，像我断了对昨天回忆的或怀念或恐惧的种种情绪，在冰点冻结，离开我的心。不再完整的吉他，我依然弹奏着，只是旋律不再有波澜起伏，一切归于平静。