《醒不来的她》沈汐夜意

8、回信

　　沈淼避开谢望的视线，匆忙的去了办公室。
　　“来了，作业在这，帮我抱过去吧。”英语老师说着，也站起身来，准备走去教室。
　　沈淼应了一声抱起作业就往教室走。
　　沈淼回到座位，这时英语老师也走进了教室。
　　英语老师讲着课，在一旁默不发言的谢剡突然说话了。
　　“沈…沈淼……这题…能教教……我吗…”谢剡吞吞吐吐的说话，这时他第一次和沈淼说话。
　　“可以…”沈淼开始给谢剡讲题，谢剡不敢开小差，认真的听着。
　　“好…了…谢…谢…你…”谢剡耳尖微红。
　　“不用谢。”说完沈淼又继续听讲。
　　谢剡看着沈淼的侧脸出了神，知道下课铃将他拉回现实。
　　这时，季汐玥走到沈淼桌前。
　　“沈淼，给谢望发信息也有段时间了，你回去帮我看看呗，我妈最近抽风，把我手机没收了。”季汐玥一脸讨好的看向沈淼。
　　“嗯…好吧…”季汐玥见沈淼没拒绝，连忙开心的谢谢沈淼。
　　转眼间来到放学，沈淼走出大门，突然看见几个精神小伙站在门前，不怀好意的盯着沈淼。
　　精神小伙搓着下巴，上下打量沈淼：“小妹妹一个人啊，要不要和哥哥一起玩啊。”
　　沈淼有些害怕，但下意识的说道：“不是一个人难道是半个人啊…”沈淼的声音微颤。
　　精神小伙刚想上前拉沈淼，背后传来一道声音。
　　“哪来的畜生。”谢望站在沈淼身后，冷冷的审视着他们几人。
　　“诶，你这小兔崽子说谁畜生呢。”精神小伙不淡定了，从没有人这样说过他们。
　　“说的就是你，耳朵聋了就捐了。”谢望冷声回怼。
　　精神小伙气急了，抡起拳头就准备打谢望，谢望手急眼快的攥住他的手，往后一掰。
　　“哎呦，放开放开，我…我马上走！”说着，精神小伙转身逃窜。
　　“你没事吧。”谢望看着沈淼说。
　　“嗯…没事…谢谢，我先走了…”沈淼不等谢望说话转身走回了家。
　　晚上，沈淼收拾完了一切，就打开□□，没想到谢望还真回信了。
　　Dearjixiyue

　　Your words have left me completely speechless, in the most wonderful yet overwhelming way. I've read and reread your letter countless times, each reading making my heart race a little faster and my thoughts swirl with a mix of surprise, flattery, and a touch of nervousness. I truly appreciate the courage it took for you to pour out your heart like this; it's a testament to the depth of your feelings, and I don't take that lightly.

　　When I first started reading, I was taken aback. I never expected to be on the receiving end of such a heartfelt confession. Reflecting on our time together, I now see those shared moments, conversations, and laughter in a new light. I've always enjoyed our time spent together, whether we were diving deep into discussions about life's mysteries or simply relishing the peaceful quiet in each other's company. You've always been someone I felt comfortable around, someone I could be myself with, and I've truly cherished that.

　　The way you described your feelings, the way you noticed the little things about me – my smile, my passion when I talk, and my kindness – it's both humbling and heartwarming. It's rare to find someone who sees you so clearly and appreciates you in such a profound way. Your words have made me realize how much thought and care you've put into our relationship, and I'm deeply touched.

　　However, as much as I'm honored by your feelings, I need some time to process everything. Matters of the heart are complex, and I want to make sure I'm making the right decision, not just for you but for myself as well. I don't want to rush into anything without fully understanding my own emotions and what I want for the future.

　　I hope you can understand my need for this time. It's not a reflection of how I feel about you or the value I place on your confession. Instead, it's a sign of how seriously I take your feelings and the potential of what could be between us. I want to give us the best chance, and that means taking the time to explore my own emotions thoroughly.

　　In the meantime, I don't want things to change between us. I still look forward to our conversations and the moments we share. Let's continue to enjoy each other's company as we always have. I promise I'll give your feelings the careful consideration they deserve, and as soon as I have a clearer understanding of my own heart, I'll reach out to you and we can talk.

　　Thank you again for being so open and vulnerable with me. Your honesty is one of the many things I admire about you, and I'm grateful for it.

　　With sincere appreciation,
　　Xiewang
　　翻译：
　　亲爱的季汐玥

　　你的话语让我一时语塞，这种感觉奇妙又令人心潮澎湃。我把你的信读了一遍又一遍，每一次读都让我心跳加速，思绪里满是惊喜、感动，还有一丝紧张。我深知你鼓起勇气袒露心声需要多大的勇气——这足以证明你感情的真挚，我对此无比珍视。

　　刚开始读信时，我十分意外，从未想过会收到如此深情的告白。回想起我们相处的时光，那些共同经历的瞬间、交谈和欢笑，如今都有了新的意义。我一直很享受和你在一起的时光，无论是深入探讨生活的奥秘，还是仅仅享受彼此陪伴的宁静。和你相处时，我总能感到自在，能做真实的自己，这一点我一直很珍惜。

　　你描述感情的方式，还有你留意到我的那些细节——我的笑容、谈论热爱之事时眼中的光芒、言行中的善意——都让我既感动又温暖。很少有人能如此清晰地看见我，并用如此深刻的方式欣赏我。你的话语让我意识到，你在我们的关系中投入了多少心思和关怀，我深受触动。

　　不过，尽管对你的感情我深感荣幸，我仍需要一些时间来消化这一切。感情之事错综复杂，我希望确保自己做出的决定不仅对你负责，也对自己负责。我不想在尚未完全理清自己的情感和对未来的期许时就仓促行事。

　　希望你能理解我需要这段时间。这并非意味着我对你的感觉或对你告白的重视程度打折扣，而是因为我太看重你的心意，也太在意我们之间可能的未来。我想给我们最好的机会，而这需要我先彻底梳理自己的情感。

　　在此期间，我不希望我们之间的关系因此改变。我依然期待和你交谈，珍惜与你相处的时刻。让我们像往常一样享受彼此的陪伴吧。我保证会认真对待你的感情，一旦我更清楚自己的心意，就会主动联系你，我们再好好聊聊。

　　再次感谢你对我如此坦诚。你的真诚是我欣赏你的众多特质之一，我对此心怀感激。

　　真挚的，
　　谢望