《醒不来的她》沈汐夜意

3、元旦与信

　　批好作业，沈淼就急匆匆地赶回家了。
　　外边，天边的夕阳如同被揉碎的蛋黄，把最后一丝热烈倾洒在云层。原本洁白的云朵被染上橘红、绛紫，边缘泛着金灿灿的光晕，像被点燃的棉絮，层层叠叠地铺满半边天空。远处的山峦披上了霞光织就的薄纱，轮廓变得柔和朦胧。
　　湖面倒映着天空瑰丽的色彩，随着波纹轻轻晃动，碎成一片流动的光影。岸边的芦苇在微风中摇曳，细长的叶子被镀上一层金边。几只归鸟掠过水面，翅膀划破平静，漾起圈圈涟漪，把夕阳的倒影搅得愈发斑斓。天地间仿佛被笼上一层温暖的滤镜，静谧而美好。
　　突然，一个声音叫住了她。
　　“你跑这么快干嘛，怕我吃了你?”谢望似笑非笑的看着她，不禁调侃道。
　　“不是.…这不快放假了，我…我想早点回去…”沈淼听到谢望和她说话，脸微微变红，说话都有些结巴。说完这句话，沈淼就匆匆跑走了。
　　谢望看着她的背影，心中有种说不出的情绪。
　　沈淼坐着回老家的路，看着火车外一闪而过的风景，心中不自觉地放松下来。
　　她拿出手机，登上季汐玥的□□账号，她的头像是一只蝴蝶，账号名字叫“汐汐”，沈淼点开谢望的账号，头像不是灰的，看来在线，她就想的用英文给他写信。
　　12月31日
　　Dear xiewang
　　There comes a moment in life when words seem inadequate, yet the heart insists on speaking. That moment is now, as I sit here, penning down thoughts that have danced in my mind and fluttered in my heart for so long. I've rehearsed this confession countless times, but the fear of vulnerability always held me back. However, I've realized that some feelings are too powerful to be hidden, and my feelings for you are precisely that.
　　From the very first time we met, something about you captivated me. Maybe it was the warmth of your smile, which could brighten even the gloomiest of days, or the way your eyes sparkled with enthusiasm when you talked about your passions. Or perhaps it was the kindness in your words and actions, the way you made everyone around you feel seen and valued. With each passing day, every conversation, and shared laugh, that initial spark grew into a flame that now burns bright within me.
　　I've come to cherish every moment spent with you, whether we're engaged in deep conversations about life, dreams, and everything in between or simply enjoying a comfortable silence, content in each other's presence. You have a unique ability to make me feel at ease, to bring out the best in me, and to inspire me to be a better person. When I'm with you, the world fades away, and all that matters is the
　　connection we share. I find myself constantly thinking about you, even when we're apart. Your laughter echoes in my ears, and your smile lingers in my mind. I catch
　　myself daydreaming about our future, envisioning all the adventures we could embark on together, the memories we could create, and the life we could build side by side. It's a future filled with love, understanding, and unwavering support.
　　I know that love is a journey, flled with both joys and challenges. But I'm ready to Dear xiewang
　　There comes a moment in life when words seem inadequate, yet the heart insists on speaking. That moment is now, as I sit here, penning down thoughts that have danced in my mind and fluttered in my heart for so long. I've rehearsed this confession countless times, but the fear of vulnerability always held me back. However, I've realized that some feelings are too powerful to be hidden, and my feelings for you are precisely that.
　　From the very first time we met, something about you captivated me. Maybe it was the warmth of your smile, which could brighten even the gloomiest of days, or the way your eyes sparkled with enthusiasm when you talked about your passions. Or perhaps it was the kindness in your words and actions, the way you made everyone around you feel seen and valued. With each passing day, every conversation, and shared laugh, that initial spark grew into a flame that now burns bright within me.
　　翻译：
　　亲爱的谢望
　　生命中有那么一刻，言语似乎不足以表达，但内心却坚持要倾诉。那个时刻就是现在，我坐在这里，写下在我脑海中翩翩起舞、在我心中久久回荡的想法。我无数次地排练过这个告白，但害怕暴露脆弱总是阻止我。然而，我意识到有些感情太强烈而无法隐藏，我对你的感情正是如此。
　　从我们第一次见面开始，你的某些特质就吸引了我。也许是因为你微笑的温暖，它能照亮最阴暗的日子;又或许是因为当你谈论你的激情时，你的眼睛闪烁着热情的光芒。又或许是因为你言语和行动中的善意，你让周围的人感到被看见和重视。每一天，每一次对话，每一次分享的笑声，那个最初的火花都成长为现在在我心中燃烧的火焰。
　　我开始珍惜与你共度的每一刻，无论是深入探讨生命、梦想以及两者之间的所有事物，还是简单地享受舒适的沉默，满足于彼此的陪伴。你有一种独特的能力，让我感到轻松自在，激发我最好的品质，激励我成为一个更好的人。当我和你在一起时，世界变得模糊，重要的是我们之间的连接。我发现自己无时无刻不在想你，即使我们分隔两地。你的笑声在我耳边回荡，你的微笑在我脑海中挥之不去。我发现自己会幻想我们的未来，想象我们可以一起开始的所有冒险，我们可以创造的回忆，以及我们可以并肩建造的生活。这是一个充满爱、理解和坚定支持的美好未来。
　　我知道爱是一段旅程，充满了喜悦和挑战。但我已经准备好了。一切，只要我在你身边。我想成为那个在艰难时期握住你的手的人那个庆祝你胜利的人，那个和你一起成长，一起经历人生起伏的人。我想分享你的快乐和悲伤，成为你的知己，你的伴侣，你最大的拉拉队长。
　　我明白这个告白可能会让你感到惊讶，我想让你知道，我尊重你的感受和决定，无论它们是什么。我不是要求立即回应，我只是需要表达我的情感深度，让你知道你对我的意义。无论你是否也有同感，我们的友谊将永远在我心中占据特殊的位置。但是，如果碰巧你的心像我的心一样为我跳动，那么我迫不及待地想看看这段爱的旅程将带我们走向何方。
　　感谢你成为你，感谢你让我的生命充满如此多的光明和幸福。你真的是一个祝福，我很感激与你共度的每一刻。