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5、第 5 章 我并不

　　我并不擅长争斗，却仍身处这片战场之上。
　　我所做的，只是将逝者的身躯一一带回教堂，在安息日为他们点烛、祈祷。从未想过，这双无力的手，有一天也会被称作战士的手。我向来怯懦，遇事只知躲避，连家人也未曾对我寄予厚望。可我依然想把最美的花束，献给这些苦难中离去的人。
　　愿上帝宽恕你们，也宽恕这个不够勇敢的我。

　　I am not made for battle, yet here I stand, still fighting in my way.
　　My task is simply to carry the fallen back to the church, and on the Sabbath, to hold a service in their memory.
　　I never imagined that these frail arms of mine would one day be called the arms of a soldier.
　　I have always been timid—when trouble comes, I turn away. Even my family has little faith in me.
　　Still, I wish to offer the most beautiful flowers to these weary souls.
　　May God forgive you all.