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不知道是不是因为紧张，冯锐突然想上洗手间。可是为什么紧张，他也说不清。
许然梓看着他离开的背影若有所思，苏啸在一旁嬉笑。
“你就酸吧你！人家小冯都受不了！”
许然梓只是笑笑，丝毫不觉得愧疚。一个念头从心底腾起，挠得他痒痒的。
冯锐回来时没看到许然梓，却见一群人饶有兴致地盯着舞台。他以为新的节目要开始了，钢管舞娘妖娆魅惑，大部分男人抵挡不了 。他显然不属于那大部分，正打算要被温水，Kenny却一脸神秘的让他回头。
于是他看到了他这辈子无法忘记的一个画面。
舞台上光线昏暗，头顶上五色错综暧昧不清的霓虹全落在许然梓的脸上，混出奇异鬼魅的色彩，如同梦幻。
张扬，自信，无可救药的性感，绚烂夺目。
不由自主的扬起嘴角，那是他爱的男人。
许然梓从舞台上看下来的时候，正是冯锐最自豪的瞬间。
汹涌澎湃的幸福和满足将台上的人吞没，和着钢琴清澈婉约的旋律，倾诉衷肠。
I don't know when we fell apart
The love that we had was like a work of art
I used to see heaven in your eyes
Now angels are falling from your skies
The things we said, were so wrong
I haven't held you for so long
My foolish pride, turns me inside
Why did we tell all those lies?
You can reach for the phone,
You don't have to be alone.
Outside the winter seems so cold
Your heart is frozen like the snow
And there's no one home, to keep you safe and warm
Your eyes are red because you cry
You fell asleep by the fire side
But there's one thing you should know
On this christmas baby,you don't have to be alone
不过是第一段的歌词走完，冯锐的笑容已经凝固，深深的，沉沉的，望进许然梓的眼睛。
I have only one wish on my list
For me you would be the perfect gift, oohh yeah,yeah
There's nothing colder than an empty home
And holidays were never meant to be alone
The smiles we gave when our hearts were safe
By each others love and warmth
That's subsided now, no happiness around
If I could only find a way to your heart
Outside the winter seems so cold
Your heart is frozen like the snow
And there's no one home, to keep you safe and warm
Your eyes are red because you cry
You fell asleep by the fire side
But there's one thing you should know
On this christmas baby,you don't have to be alone
You don't...have to be alone
You don't have to be...all alone at home
You don't...have...to be alone
You don't have to be alone
音乐在耳边回响，冯锐却看到了一重重黑幕扑面而来，当他沦陷在昨夜的黑暗疲惫虚脱，已经放弃的时候，曾经是这个声音将他唤回。
相信我，我会让你相信你自己。
生下来，活下去。
坚持，需要多大的勇气。
那一瞬间的挣扎与坚定，不过是相信他，为了让他别伤心。
因为不想在逃避，不能自欺欺人再离开他身边。想和他站在一起，同样的地方，同样的高度，只要他们携起手，不再有恐惧，不再有黑暗。
昨夜已经过去，明天已经降临。
Outside the winter seems so cold
Your heart is frozen like the snow
And there's no one home, to keep you safe and warm
Your eyes are red because you cry
You fell asleep by the fire side
But there's one thing you should know
On this christmas baby,you don't have to be alone
聚光灯照在许然梓的脸上投出梦幻的阴影，亦真亦假，愈假愈真。
酒精作用下的声音带着暗哑，音符跃动的频率加倍的心酸，让这首温暖的歌听起来更加缠绵悱恻，撩拨着听者的耳膜。
唱者有心，听者有意。
冯锐清晰的记着那个时候，镜中的许然梓固执的握着他的肩膀，无视他的痛彻心扉，步步紧逼：
麦子弘
我看得到你
你已经走了
从此昨夜明日，已然远去，不再是奢望。
最后一个尾音消失在混沌的空气中，有人在尖叫，有人在欢呼，被掌声无情的淹没。
可冯锐什么都听不到，什么都看不到。
两颊一阵刺骨的凉意，被他不着痕迹的抹去。
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