《淡清风》偁陌夙矜

8、第八章 淡清风在和

　　保安驱赶着那些疯狂的记者，亮出了一条道。
　　淡清风慢慢走上台，他没有再往付泀那看一眼，因为怕收不住眼。
　　“今天刚开完演唱会，嗓子有点不好，我想......”淡清风还是忍不住看了付泀，“让付氏董事长唱一首，助助兴吧......”
　　所有人都齐刷刷的又望着付泀，
　　淡清风没见过他唱歌，他就是想让付泀出丑。
　　没想到付泀接下来的动作更让淡清风吓一跳
　　他大步走上台，一下子搂住淡清风，就在众目睽睽之下在他脸上亲啄了一下，“清风啊，你变瘦了。”
　　淡清风满脸惊恐马上推开付泀，压了极低的声音对付泀破口大骂“你TMD要不要脸啊！那么多人看着......还有记者......”
　　还没等淡清风骂完，付泀拿起话筒，一点也不怕记者瞎写瞎拍照“让我一个人唱，太没意思了，Seven我好歹也出钱请你了，不唱怎么行，一起唱一首吧。”
　　付泀用极其暧昧的眼神看着淡清风
　　淡清风迷茫的点了点头......
　　付泀对着乐队说了什么，又拿了个话筒给淡清风
　　淡清风怕付泀再扑过来，就与他保持一段距离......
　　可是心里很甜......
　　音乐响起......
　　付泀点了一首Kelly Clarkson的Because of you。
　　这首歌淡清风曾经在第一次试音时尝过，是巧合？
　　“I will not make the same mistakes that you did
　　I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
　　I will not break the wayyou did,you fell so hard
　　I've learned the hard way
　　To never let it get that far
　　Because of you
　　I never stray too far from the sidewalk
　　Because of you
　　I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
　　Because of you
　　I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
　　Because of you
　　I am afraid
　　I lose my way
　　And it s not too long before you point it out
　　I can not cry
　　Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
　　I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh everyday of my life
　　My heart can't possibly break
　　When it wasn't even whole to start with
　　Because of you
　　I never stray too far from the sidewalk
　　Because of you
　　I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
　　Because of you
　　I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
　　Because of you
　　I am afraid
　　I watched you die
　　I heard you cry every night in your sleep
　　I was so young
　　You should have known better than to lean on me
　　You never thought of anyone else
　　You just saw your pain
　　And now I cry in the middle of the night
　　For the same damn thing
　　Because of you
　　I never stray too far from the sidewalk
　　Because of you
　　I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
　　Because of you
　　I try my hardest just to forget everything
　　Because of you ......”
　　淡清风在和付泀合唱时，发现出丑的明明就是自己。
　　被一个曾经强bao过他的男人
　　一个让他忘不掉的男人
　　一个让他失去四年自我的男人
　　现在，他正在和这个男人站在一个舞台上唱歌。
　　多可笑的讽刺......
　　就在高潮时，淡清风丢掉了话筒，跳下台，从后门奔了出去......