《不要说天空不是蓝色的》初夏黎明

2、不要说天空不是蓝色的

　　一个漂流瓶。

　　拔开塞子，尚伊取出了里面的纸。

　　2017.8.16
　　Hi there.
　　I'm Pada.Will this bottle actually be found by anyone?I hope so,but in some way,I hope not.I don't know exactly how did I wrote this stuff,maybe by pain,or maybe because of lost.
　　I got blind.A few days ago.l…I don't know what I suppose to do .For everything is just……in dark. I'm 13 by now.I just couldn't imagine how to survive for such a long time without seeing anything.
　　I used to see basketball as life.now I don't even know where the hoop is.don't even ask me where the ball would go.
　　Everything seems like a dream. When I woke up, nothing changed. But this dream is too real, too long that I can't wake up anymore.
　　I don't know if I can persist, and I don't know if there is any point in persisting. A lot of meaningful things have been discovered now, but some things that were once ignored are cherished now.
　　I hate sentimentality.

　　尚伊看不懂上面的字，只觉得看到了一个来自国外的甚至是几年前的物品让他倍感稀奇。他觉得在这破烂的纸上的歪歪斜斜的字还不如自己的字好。他只是把纸条又塞回瓶子，埋在了沙子下，像是埋住了一个秘密。

　　过了几天，他又想起这件事。等他再想把瓶子挖出来，他已经找不到自己曾经埋藏的地点。
　　于是，他也想做一个这样的瓶子。

　　2022.3.6
　　嘿，我是尚伊。
　　我今年虚岁十六。我住在黄连海，和奶奶一起。我很喜欢看海，看天，看海天一线。课本里说，海和天的尽头会融为一体，我觉得这纯属瞎扯，黄连海的海是绿的，天是蓝的，有时又是灰的，他们明明那么不同，怎么能说是一样的呢？
　　我可喜欢海边了，也不知道爸爸妈妈为什么很多年前就离开这里。这里的小伙伴多好啊！这里的螃蟹多鲜啊！这里的海风多腥啊！
　　可还是没留住他们。
　　平时我不敢问奶奶，因为奶奶也许早把他们忘了，我可不能再让她想起来伤心。
　　有的时候一个人无聊，就会坐在海边，把腿浸在水里，仰头看着天，想：为什么天是蓝色的？它是灰色的、黄的、黑的不好嘛。
　　也许我有一天也会离开，去找到天是蓝色的原因。
　　对了，你也可以叫我螳儿。他们都是这样叫的。