《奠黄昏》不孝

1、This chapter

　　I was a child, no matter how long, always grow up, even if the appearance has gradually changed, even if the height has gradually elongated. But I will always be a child, it immutable.

　　I was an angel, has the world's most pure wings, head wearing a Circle, the beautiful light fingertip can be. But I lost my love, can not taste the legend that the most delicious things.

　　I was a wise man, earth's largest library are inferior to one-tenth of my mind, I can understand everything's theorem, able to understand the deep blue of Sino-US Limo often fish. But I paid the price, because sufficient time to carry this knowledge, so I will never boring to look at human gloomy.

　　I was a prophet, I can foresee the future, detection of ancient and modern. However, I bound myself, because I can not change history.

　　I was a sunset, or wave, or a teacher, or Rose, I was ... ... a dream.

　　A beautiful dream.
　　An endless dream.

　　If I am not a child, I will experience life in all sorts;
　　If I am not an angel, I will taste of all the love-hate angry at silly;
　　If I am not a wise man, I will experience sickness and death;
　　If I am not a prophet, I will spend a life full of unknown and　passion ... ...
　　If I am not a dream.
　　Then I was me.
　　Can only be me.

　　译：

　　我还是个小孩，无论多久，始终长不大，即使样貌已渐渐改变，即使身高已慢慢拉长。但我永远都是个小孩，这不可改变。
　　我还是个天使，拥有世界上最纯洁的翅膀，头上戴着金环，美丽的指尖可以发光。但我失去了爱情，不能尝到那传说中最美味的东西。
　　我还是个智者，人间最大的图书馆也及不上我脑海里的十分之一，我可以知道万物定理，能够了解深蓝中美丽莫常的鱼。但我付出了代价，因为要有足够的时间来承载这些知识，于是我永生，枯燥地看着人间沧海桑田。
　　我还是个先知，我可以预知未来，探测古今。但我束缚了自己，因为我不能改变历史。
　　我还是夕阳，还是波浪，还是老师，还是玫瑰，我还是个……梦。

　　一个美丽的梦。
　　一个无穷尽的梦。

　　假如我不是小孩，我将体会生活中的形形色色；
　　假如我不是天使，我将尝遍爱恨嗔痴；
　　假如我不是智者，我将经历生老病死；
　　假如我不是先知，我将度过一个充满未知与激情的人生……
　　如，我不是梦。
　　那我就是我。
　　只能是我。