“别哭.......”薰的声音好吃力,小翼一个箭步冲上去,惊慌的声音乱得没有章法:“药呢?药呢?......痛不痛?....药放在哪里?.....不会死,对不对.......对不对....” “别哭.....扶着我......装作没事走出去......我不想人知道.....药放在公寓里......我没事的.....”薰脸上的汗珠好像下雨,发白的指尖冰得吓人,小翼抬起胳膊糊糊两下抹去脸上泪水,把薰的胳膊放在肩膀上装作哥俩好,雨过天晴的脸上突然笑容灿烂,脚下却是嗖嗖嗖往校门口冲。 一路上看到同学们都微微笑,一冲上的士,小翼的眼泪又开始泛滥如洪潮。“尹风公寓,快,快一点,司机大叔,我给多钱。” 薰伸手轻轻抹去小翼的眼泪,心口痛得好像针扎,却还是忍不住想笑,这个呆子,紧张得好像世界末日,刚才自以为笑得潇洒又光彩,身体却蹦得好像弓箭快要断掉,害他一边心痛一边笑得好像捡到宝。 “别哭了,我经常这样,不会有事的,上一次发作隔得久了,所以忘了随身带药。”薰的手指头轻轻滑过小翼的脸颊,她抬起脸,眼睛里是星星点点的泪光。 世界好像突然静得没有声音。 翼看着他的神情迷茫得像个孩子,被泪水沾湿的头发贴在两颊,长长的睫毛柔软好像天使的羽翼。 胸口的疼痛好像突然远去。 风穿过窗户,空气里弥漫着百合花的香气。 出租车的音乐,是 Ryan Adams的Wonderwall ......... I don't believe that anybody feels The way I do about you now And all the roads we have to walk along are winding And all the lights that lead us there are blinding There are many things that I would Like to say to you I don't know how Because maybe You're gonna be the one who saves me? And after all You're my wonderwall ........