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来到江城大概八点了，堵车就堵了一个小时。
莫晴小跑到大厅前台，报上名字，又“咚咚咚”跑上楼去。夏真在走廊上张望着，见到她来了，连忙跑过去挽着她。
“你怎么才来啊，今天凌学长都来了~”
“谁是凌学长啊？”
“唉，能到你这种境界，我算佩服你了。本校名人，江城旁边的那家公司，叫什么来着，嗯……是凌宇科技。”
“开发游戏的那个。”
“对。”
“进去吧。”
“小晴啊，你可真是让我们好等啊~~”林思思朝莫晴挤眉弄眼地笑。
“恩雅呢？”莫晴被她笑得毛骨悚然，赶紧转移话题。
“约会去了。”
“今天怎么想起来聚会了。”
“凌霄大学长请的。”
“我想早点回去。”
“哦。”
看到饭桌上的菜，莫晴激动地两眼放光，迅速地大快朵颐起来，唉，谁叫她没吃午饭呢。
“注意点形象！”真真在旁边故作深沉地拍了拍莫晴的背，继续说：“咱不赶火车汽车飞机，安全第一！您老悠着点儿，啊。”
“嗯嗯。”莫晴嘴里塞满了东西，但仍旧抽个空点点头。
这时，服务员进来上菜了，接着，几个莫晴不认识的男生大喇喇地也跟进来了，最后一个进来的是有过一面之缘的凌霄。
真真拍拍她，小声说：“小晴，别吃了，打声招呼吧。”
“哦。”
“学长好。”
“你好。这几位是跟我同宿舍的，秦越、刘菀和江文宇。”
“学长好，学长好，学长好。”本来还想就说一下学长们好的呢，神啊，成复读机了。
“好了，大家一起吃吧。”
于是，夏真和林思思把莫晴无情地抛弃了，还顺带说了句——你瞧瞧你，饿的跟啥似的，别来瞎掺和。
其实，莫晴想说已经吃饱了。唉，刚才光顾着塞饭了，都忘了吃菜了。
“我去一下洗手间。”
其实莫晴根本没去洗手间，只是在大厅里吹吹冷风而已，思绪早就不知道飘哪儿去了。
兴致一来，唱着琳恩·玛莲的【Disguise】——
“Have you ever felt some kind of emptiness inside
You will never measure up, to those people you
Must be strong, can't show them that you're weak
Have you ever told someone something
That's far from the truth
Let them know that you're okay
Just to make them stop
All the wondering, and questions they may have
I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come
Have you ever seen your face,
In a mirror there's a smile
But inside you're just a mess,
You feel far from good
Need to hide, 'cos they'd never understand
Have you ever had this wish, of being
Somewhere else
To let go of your disguise, all your worries too
And from that moment, then you see things clear
I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come
Are you waiting for the day
When your pain will disappear
When you know that it's not true, what they say about you
You couldn't care less about a thing surrounding you
Ignoring all the voices from now on...
I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come
I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come
Still we don't know what's yet to come
Still we don't know what's yet to come”
每当她唱起这首歌的时候，都会感觉到很放松，比平常要放松的多。
又吹了会儿风，觉得不再那么撑了，于是慢慢地走回去。
“我回来了。”
思思拉住莫晴，说：“去哪儿上洗手间啦？那么长时间。”
莫晴不可置否地笑笑，没说什么。
晚上八点半了，饭也吃好了，就散了。
坐车回去的路上，莫晴一直在思考一个很严重的问题，刚才唱歌的时候分了点神，感觉有人盯着她看，背脊上凉凉的，虽然眼神不是很热烈，但总是追随着她。那个人又是谁呢。
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