《琛子的日记》东风不顾琛

13、第 13 章 Sen

　　Send Dear Aesop：
　　I am honored to receive your letter in French.You can rest assured that I will always be by your side.
　　Even if time passes, you and I will live forever.What I study in spiritualism is nothing but self-deception, which I know very well.
　　Aesop, you are the ideal person to die in people's hearts.I am no exception. But compared with this, I prefer to leave this world with you. I know what I'm saying now is completely opposite to what I'm studying.
　　Do you know what I'm asking about studying spiritualism?After my brother Claude died, I became interested in painting, because it can be the best side of people and stay on canvas forever. So I began to study how to really imprison people's souls on canvas.
　　There is no doubt that I failed. Painting takes too long, and a little mistake is out of line with the body.Because of this, I began to study photography.Photos can leave their moments of beauty.
　　Carl, do you think I will fail again? No, actually, I succeeded.I have a room for photography, I wonder if you remember it. Two of the works in it are successful.One of them is your father Jay.He was so cooperative with me that I succeeded once.
　　I'm sorry to tell you this now. But, Aesop, I remember a skeleton under the yellow rose in the garden. According to my judgment, it should be the skeleton of a middle-aged woman.I take care of yellow roses as our mother, Aesop. And I also know that you will inject bromide into your "patient", which is not a good habit, my sweetheart.
　　I will die, and you will live forever.
　　Before that, I hope you can give me a good morning kiss tomorrow.
　　From Joseph·Drahosens.

　　致亲爱的伊索:
　　我很荣幸可以收到你用法语写的信。你可以放心，我会一直在你身边。
　　即使时光流逝，你我也将永生。我在唯心论中学习的无非是自欺欺人，这一点我很清楚。
　　伊索，你是人们理想中的送终人。我也不例外。但是，我更愿意和你一起离开这个世界。我知道我现在说的和我正在学习的完全相反。
　　你知道我在为什么会研究灵魂学吗？在我弟弟克劳德去世后，我对绘画产生了兴趣，因为它可以成为人们最好的的一瞬间，永远留在画布上。所以我开始研究如何真正把人的灵魂囚禁在画布上。
　　毫无疑问，我失败了。画画花的时间太长了，一点点的错误都与身体不符，都无法成功。正因为如此，我开始学习摄影。照片可以留下属于他们的刹那芳华。
　　卡尔，你认为我会再次失败吗？不，事实上我成功了。我有一个放我摄影作品的房间，不知道你是否还记得。其中有两部作品是成功的。其中一个是你父亲杰伊。他非常配合我，我成功了一次。
　　很抱歉现在告诉你这些。但是，伊索，我记得花园里的黄玫瑰下面有一具骸骨。根据我的判断，应该是一具中年妇女的骨架。我是把黄玫瑰当成我们母亲照料的，伊索。
　　而且我也知道你会给你的“病人”注射溴化物，这不是一个好习惯，我的甜心。
　　吾将逝去，而君永存。
　　在此之前，我更希望你明天可以给我一个早安吻。
　　来自约瑟夫·德拉索恩斯。