《我和她的那些》食戒

25、随笔

　　I\'ve got too many things to hide
　　secrets
　　dirty secrets concealed from my parents
　　home is no sanctuary
　　nor a comfort bay where I could stay

　　Scared, afraid, that\'s my day
　　I know that my secrets will all come out one day
　　exposed to the bright sunshine outside
　　with no cover
　　with no excuse to say
　　I know that I won\'t be able to hide them always

　　they will find out
　　all those things I did
　　Betrayer
　　They would say
　　Disgusting
　　They would shout
　　get out of this house

　　They might cry
　　because as a daughter of them I bring shame

　　I hope things will work out ok
　　Will hatred exceed the love they gave?
　　the unforgiven mistakes I made
　　there\'s no back ways

　　To whom, should I pray
　　a family that can be called home
　　the real place I crave