《杂文小叙》舜华琼琚

4、My youth The r

　　The rain was coming down , hard , and the leaves were shivering into cold stream .
　　She walked by the river and was thinking about her homework tonight .
　　It was something about Biology like drawing a stem cell structure . To be honest , it’s quite the bored-est thing Sarah could ever think about , however her teacher seemed not to get the idea of her humor .
　　She was young and a teenage , she has both of her parents and a little brother .
　　She doesn’t need to worry about her school fee because somehow beside the complaining they made , it seemed not to be a real problem for the family .
　　She was proud , self-conscious and at the same time sensitive .
　　I now can see that she has nothing special but for her in the past , she was definitely the centre of world .
　　The most terrible thing she could think about is someone secretly discovering her crush on the younger age boys .
　　It was quite the sarcastic thing though because she seemed to have no interest in the people that work and live with her but a few meetings of a young fellow .
　　Though it wasn’t that strange , too .
　　Though been through a few years later she found out that the most reminiscing group of people she missed was them in her whole life .
　　They have each other’s company for a whole lot of six years .
　　The day they parted each other wasn’t the end of their relationship but the start of it .
　　It was until now that she discovers that she could have been something ,something nice or better .
　　The dream has ended now .

　　I regret the past often and it wasn’t because of the specific person or , no , it was due to the choices that i could make better if i were a little braver.
　　Anyway , all the things had settled and days had gone far .
　　Clouds still float around the sky and rain still pours , but somehow the time won’t come back again .
　　I miss you again , and again .
　　My youth .

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