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23、【HP】【德哈哈德】我一千米海深的孤单

　　灰白稀薄的阳光穿过深冬脆弱灰枯的树木和枝叶，落在霍格沃茨的每一个角落。圣诞节大厅里嘈杂熙攘，人来人往。每个个体都将自己包裹在能够维持机体温度的织物里，脸上挂着能够维持节日认同感的表情，交换礼节性的礼物。哈利参与其中，但是并不沉入。

　　The grey and shallow sunlight passes through the fragile trees and branches of cruel winter, and falls on everycorner of Hogwarts. The dining room in Christmas Day is around by people, eating, dancing and talking. Everyone wraps themselves in cloth which can obtain the temperature of body, puts the expressions which show the recognition of this day, and exchanges ceremonial gifts. Harry participates in, but he isn\'t obsessed in.

　　哈利从来弄不清楚节日的意义，每次他看到处在节日中的人那样紧密地互动，便会发自内心地感受到一种难以用语言表达的不可思议。人与人的连接，在他看他，在节日里如此的鲜明。但是他永远无法发自内心地加入进去，加入到人群里去，把自己放在这个世界的心脏里去。

　　Harry was never figuring out the meaning of festivals. Every time he sees people in festivals connected to each other so deeply, he feels it so incredible from his bottom of heart which can\'t be expressed by words.The connecting between people, in his view,is so vivid in festivals. However, he can never really join in, join in the public, put himself into the heart of the vast world.

　　哈利对这一切感到疲惫，他觉得自己没有必要出现在这些场合。每个人都有他们的朋友，每个人都有所牵挂。世界会因为英雄的缺席而震惊，但是不会因为英雄的发言而感到世俗意义上的快乐。舞会，他不该出现在这里。于是哈利走向了霍格沃茨的禁林。

　　Harry feels tried for everything here. He thinks he is not necessarily to show up at these situations. Everyone has his or her friends, everyone is concerned about someone. The world will be shocked by the absence of heroes, but won’t feel happy for heroes’ speeches in the secular sense. Dancing ball, he shouldn’t be here. Harry walks towards the Dark Forest.

　　这里一个人也没有，甚至听不到任何声音，只有最深的寂静发出的最孤独的人才能聆听的旋律。哈利闭上眼睛，于是所有的一切，战争、死亡、亲人的离去、争执、恐惧、痛苦如海潮般涌起，又渐渐平息。哈利睁开眼睛，他看到了一个人，那个人有着淡金色的头发。在深冬的寒冷里，显得清冷而澄澈。

　　There isn’t anyone. Harry can’t hear any sounds except the rhythms which made by the deepest silence. Only the loneliest person can hear the music. Harry closed his eyes, and everything, the war, the death, the passing of kinsfolks, disputes, fears, pains uprush like tide sea. Gradually, these feelings calmed down. Harry opened his eyes, and he saw aman who has light blond hair. In the cold winter, the man is lonely and clear.

　　哈利意识到那是德拉科.马尔福。对方不该出现在这里，马尔福应该在舞会的中央，穿着昂贵的丝绸礼服和每一个他看得上的漂亮女孩跳舞，而不是在这里和他一起孤独地发呆。不，只是他一个人在孤独地发呆，马尔福不会、也不愿意同他一起这么做。

　　Harry realized that it’s Draco Malfoy. Theman oughtn’t be here. Malfoy is supposed to stand at the center of the dining room, wearing expensive silky ceremonial robe, dancing with any girl he likes. Not stare blankly with him at the Dark Forest. No, it’s not true. It is himself who feels lonely, Malfoy will never, and not be willing to do this with him.

　　但是出乎哈利预料的，马尔福看见了他，对方的眼睛是银灰色和静止的，于是世界有了焦距。

　　Out of Harry’s expectation, Malfoy saw him.The eyes of Malfoy are sliver grey and quiet, and the world gets focal length.

　　“波特？”马尔福看起来很惊讶，但是也只是扬了扬眉毛。

　　“Potter” Malfoy looks surprised and simply raises his eyebrows.

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