《却与光同尘》悠伶惜

8、『Part __7』

　　我恢复了意识，此时我正站在那间房间的门口，望着我妹妹的遗像。我急促的大口呼吸着，但这恐惧并不是来源于我自己的内心。

　　我身体里蛰伏的那只野兽，正在深处颤抖的恐惧着。

　　她不会蛰伏太久的，她马上就要出来了。

　　我从门口退开，急匆匆的奔走着。我要找到杰克，有一件事要拜托他，这是最后的请求了。在这之后，将再也不会有我的存在。

　　我在城堡中呼唤着杰克，嗓音听起来嘶哑可怕。我必须找到他，剩下的时间已经不多了。

　　杰克，我的爱人，他终于出现在了我的面前。我看见他带着担忧的神色向我走来，那一刻我仿佛看见了拯救我的大天使。

　　我向他冲了过去，紧紧攥住他的衣襟。

　　“艾尔莎，”杰克紧皱着眉，眉眼间带着心疼的神色，“你又搞成这样。”

　　他伸出一只手，温柔地拭去我脸颊上沾着的血。

　　血。我盯着他手上浓稠的鲜血，发出了一声介乎于恐惧和兴奋之间的呜咽。

　　眼前开始一阵阵发黑，她要出来了，我已经没有时间了。

　　“杰克，你听我说”我嘶哑的低声喃喃，“你必须杀了我…”

　　“杀了你？不！”杰克冲我皱起眉，用力的摇摇头，“你会好起来的，我会帮你，我会一直陪在你身边。”

　　“不！”我尖叫着，没有时间了。

　　我能感到自己的意识在渐渐模糊，但我还是拼尽最后一丝清醒的意识。我抓过杰克的手，放在我的咽喉。

　　“杀了我，杰克。”我发出窒息的声音，“现在，杀了我”

　　我相信这已是我最后的意识。

　　我陷入了永恒的黑暗。

　　I regained consciousness,now I’m standingon the entrance of that door,look at my sister’s portrait.I breathe hasty,butthe fears isn’t from my own heart.

　　The monsterwhich dormant in my body,she is trembling and fearing.

　　She won’tdormant too long ,she will come out.

　　I moved away from the door,running rush.Imust find Jack,there is one thing must to please him.This is the lastthing,after this ,there will never have I exist.

　　I calling Jack in the castle,my voicesounds hoarse and terrible.I must find him , the remaining time is running out.

　　Jack, my love, he finally appeared in frontof me.I see he is walking to me with the worried expression,the moment Ithought I saw the angel who will save me.

　　I rush tohim,grabs his skirts tightly.

　　“elsa,”Jack frown tightly,the painedexpression is between his facial features.” You\'re such a mess”

　　He held out a hand,wipe the blood on my face gently.

　　Blood.I stare at the blood on his hand, uttered somewhere between fear and excitement whimper

　　The black start towaved in front of my eyes,she will comes out,and I have no time.

　　“Jack,listen to me”Iwhisper to him hoarse,”You must to kill me…”

　　“Kill youNO!” Jack frowned at me,shake hishead frocely,”You will be fine,I will help you,I will be with you forever.”

　　“NO!!”Iscreamed,the time is running out.

　　I can feel my consciousness is start tofuzzy, but I still fight every last trace of conscious awareness.I catch hishand,put it in my throat.

　　“Kill me ,Jack.”Isound the voice in suffocation,”NOW,kill me.”

　　I trust that ismy last consciousness.

　　I fall into the eternal dark..