《what is going on》舒婷

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　　Life life life

　　I live in this world for 17 year since I was born
　　what I have learn?
　　may be a lot
　　laugh,sad,happy,cry,sleep,eat,fall in love etc

　　FAll IN LOVE
　　I hate being in love
　　in love with someone equal to taking drug
　　never ever get out of there
　　it's sweet.
　　it's dark.
　　it's deep.
　　no one can ever see though this dark hole.

　　"what is going on in my life?????"
　　I alwayz ask
　　may be it just because I fall in love with the one that I shouldn't fall in love with.....
　　don't u think so???
　　But
　　can I help myself??
　　NO I CAN'T
　　Where is he???
　　I ask myself
　　Where is he right now?
　　Can I find him?
　　or
　　I won't have the chance to find him
　　even I use my whole life to find him........

　　the feeling inside my heart ,my mind
　　"you can find him"
　　"please, don't stop."
　　"he is close, you are going to find him soon"
　　.................

　　Really??
　　I will find him soon???
　　may be it just a feeling.....

　　What is going on?????????