《樱桃红时芭蕉绿》浮华半生

4、f**k THEM ALL

　　well, fine

　　this chapter is gonna be english and only
　　it is not because i want to swagger around or to show off how brilliant i got here, definitely not,
　　just some of the chapters are meant to be written in english since the moment i set up the names for this story
　　some of the plots are inspired by some english texts
　　it is so hard to transfer the feelings and tense to chinese
　　so for anyone who has a problems with this, just consider it a crazy talk
　　i am fine with that

　　while here i want to talk about 'heroism'

　　the whole story has a lot to do with that word
　　actually even now i am sure there is still some of that left there whoever can read my novel this far,
　　and of course in Tiffany
　　i doubted for a serious time that what the hell is heroism, isnt it supposed to be equaled to being a fool or a faker
　　but after i went through many good and hard times, it came to my mind that no matter what that is, we need it
　　sure there are people who cares about nobody else but themselves
　　even worse they hurt others to get what they want
　　but this is not the reason why we should give up on offering help, being a hero
　　if ever anyone turns down a call for help, for the bullshit reson of being realistic, he or she becomes a murder
　　there is no difference from pulling the trigger
　　no matter how small the fever is
　　even it just like stop calling a overweight girl 'pig'
　　or donot laugh when someone couldnt provide a right answer in front of a great number of people

　　when we give up on that point, this is no good reason, but excuse.

　　well, if anyone does that to you, just fuck them all,

　　and remember to hang on there and that will never last long

作者有话说

　　just be a hero of your own