《随想》雁春尘

2、2018 05 06 2018

　　What is love

　　\"Is love a fancy or a feeling No. It is immortal as immaculate truth. \'Tis not a blossom shed when youth drops from the stem of life. For it will grow in barren regions where no water flown, nor ray of promise cheats the pensive gloom.\" (From Sense and Sensibility)

　　I just realized that it has been seven years since I first fell in love with Batman. Or more precisely, fell in love with the idea of comic superheroes. DC has always been my favorite. It is hard to see it flounders in the film industry.

　　My colleague said he loves Marvel because Marvel is more versatile. I wish he could\'ve seen what I\'ve seen.

　　Seven years...

　　What a journey.

　　I once wrote a love letter to Bruce. It was maybe five years ago. At the time, I didn\'t know if I could love him for a long time. I had some suspicion that I would, but I couldn\'t be sure.

　　Now I am.

　　Because I love him more than ever.

　　Seven years and I still want him in my life, for the rest of my life.

　　I even made plans that wherever I live in the future will definitely have a basement where I can decorate with Batman stuff and call it Batcave.

　　When I wrote that love letter, I didn\'t know what I\'m going to do in the future. Now I know. I don\'t have a firm plan, but it\'s pretty set. I want to learn how to draw first, and then produce my own comics and animations. I don\'t want to do that for a living unless opportunity presents itself, on the other hand, I will draw and animate whatever I want.

　　The untold stories of DC Universes.

　　I really wish to write for them, because Tom King is pissing me off.

　　On my professional side. I have found a relatively stable job, and I will start in two weeks. This is a very good opportunity. But I have a begbug problem. I don\'t know how it became so severe... But this is troubling. Thank god that I only have to live with it for another two weeks.

　　Loving Batman and DC in general is the best thing that had happened to me. I won\'t stop loving them, and I will continue to write about them. Though... I\'m not sure if I should continue with English writing or Chinese... On one hand, writing Chinese feels more natural. On the other hand, only by writing English will publishers see my writings.

　　I\'m actually quite conflicted... Anyway. Still got stuff to figure out. But not the big ones anymore. And now I have something to look forward to. A point in life. All thanks to Batman and the whole gang in DC.