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MOONIE,still Moonie
As Moonie has been back from France, I am able to call her and tell her about my lastest affairs.
Moonie said, you\'re such a guy that loves Freedom. You are always hunting for Freedom. So you should stick to your own opinion this time and keep from the stress.
Moonie is always supporting me. Whatever I do, she will certainly think I have my own reasons that make me strive for sth. or decide to do sth. And when I fail, she will come to comfort me at once. When I am beated, she will encourage me and give me confidence.
She gave me advice that I should take everything for consideration and then made the decision. She said, I would be tired of the warmth from rainshade sooner or later. She said, Rainshade was not my Mr. Right. She said, you hate rain, how could you love rainshade. She said, it would not a shade for you to keep from rain.
At that time, however, I did not agree with her. I am so confident that I think I love Freedom but I need some kind of warmth just as the warmth Rainshde gave me more urgently.
As a result, the advices are veritas and the foretells come ture at last.
This time, I could not help regretting.
Maybe I am really a girl that is not suitable for love.
Maybe I am really a girl that is not suitable for men.
Then, why I am not a girl\'s lover.
I have so many nice girl friends including Moonie.
If I can be crazy for Moonie, how perfect!
If I can love any of my friends, still good.
If just as LH once asked me, \"Have you consider to be my girlfriend?\" At least, we know about each other.
But it all depends on \"if\".
MOONIE,still Moonie之中文版
因为Moonie从法国回来了,我终于可以告诉她我的最新动向。
Moonie说我是多么热爱自由的一个人。
Moonie说我一直其实一直在寻求自由。
Moonie说我这次要排除压力坚持己见。
Moonie总是支持着我。
无论我做什么,她都理所当然的认为,
我有自己的理由让我努力或下定决心。
当我失败时,她总是立刻跑来安慰我。
当我被击倒,她鼓励并且给予我信心。
她曾建议我想清楚了一切再做下决定,
她说,我迟早会厌倦西多给我的温情,
她说,Rainshade不是我的Mr. Right.
她说,你讨厌雨,你怎么会爱上雨棚?
她说,他不会是你的雨棚。
然而那个时候我并未听从她的意见,
我自以为我爱自由更爱雨棚的温情。
结果,建议是真理、预言成事实。
这次,我忍不住的后悔和遗憾。
也许我真的不适合爱情;
也许我真的不适合男人。
我怎么就不是同性恋呢?
我那么多要好的女朋友,
如果我能爱上Moonie,多么完美!
如果我能爱上任何一个,那也很好。
就算如LH某日问我:“你想过做我的女友么?”至少,我们了解彼此。
但是,这些都建立在“如果”之上。