《作者碎碎念》yekaterina

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　　From Eva.
　　well…I really really dislike mengnv very much! dream girl, but it means the female takes fiction or fake situation as real experience and post it on the Internet! no matter she is someone's fan or player of game, with dream girl's acts, make me feel unwell.
　　She is bad woman, so she always does dream girl's acts on the Internet. I feel unwell and horrible when I see her face. it's like seeing a dangerous male.
　　She is merely fan, and merely like to chase the star, she doesn't fall in love, and she's married, but why does she always post dream girl's word on the Internet? I don't understand very much, I think such woman is weird.
　　because she's married, there is her wedding dress photo. but unmarried girl who like to chase the star, never have this photo.
　　No one wear the wedding dress and take photo early, before find a boyfriend! but married.
　　Anyway, I guess married fan like to post dream girl's word for her jealous. she's jealous of other fans or unmarried girl extremely.
　　that's the main reason why I never like to chase the star, even known coser and
　　known fashion model. if he always close to that woman too much, and talk with her too much, I have to leave him and forget him forever.
　　If she is really merely a fan, even if idol doesn't talk with her, she will still go to fan meeting, and the best thanks is giving signed photo to her one more.
　　But why sent exclusive selfie video and selfie picture to her??? it's lover's act, you know what! I always feel my heart is broken when I think of this, and I cry every night, because he's my love.
　　I can't bear such weird fan, but I can't bear this act of him the most! I don't wanna find boyfriend anymore, male really isn't worth to love.
　　maybe he wonder why I sent a lot comments about "I love you" recently. he doesn't know, maybe I'll leave him forever. doesn't post my novel anymore on the Internet is the first step.
　　I think the handsome boy who's better than him, is the character in my novel. so, I love my character the best.
　　I wrote this, and cried again. I think I never send him message on that app is the best way. he receives much love from many women every day, that he always care less about me.
　　I am waiting for time, a tired time, until he makes me feel tired, that's the time I can leave him. of course, I don't tell him"good bye my sweetie, forever", such word is just in my heart.
　　this is not the first time, I always loved the wrong male. I promise that I'll love my character with every heart!
　　Maybe the love is merely woman's fantasy, so I can't find the person really love me.
　　actually since the first day I saw him, I began to ready something to protect myself. because I very know, a terrible experience always repeat on the Internet! it couldn't become better!
　　I can't believe him, whatever. even if looks handsome but also, because he never come to let me meet. and I really have no talent to attrack handsome boy or good boy, it's not my fault, I know.
　　I do like children, and also fantasy to give a baby birth, but I'm not this fate. so I wrote many children in my novel, and continue to write.
　　I study Russian language because I like Russian cathedral and culture merely. so even if I leave him, I won't give up to study.
　　To be honest, if a man often makes a girl sad, girl won't own happy family with him. I'll remember sad memories all my life. sometimes, tender person usually have fragile heart…